Security

[chaotic_pain]

I have had memmories burned into my head. You can never take back what you thought or ment... once its writeen its bond... almost in blood. What kind of person would say that? How could they treat another that way? How can they expect trust ever again? I watch their life unfold and how am I suppost to be a part of it? I am getting in trouble... And little by little... I feel coldier. I jsut want to be alone... slowly I am making myself alone. People always run back to their security... lucky for them it still exists.
I am giving it up... Fighting always fighting. I never forget... I never forgive... the pain is still there. It is always there.