Linger on, your pale blue eyes
So..*update update*
Life has been rather so-so recently. It gets kind of annoying when I start questioning my existence when I'm trying to actually accomplish something. Life, the universe, and everything is not a good thing to think about while attempting to hold a conversation about something that then, in comparison, seems mundane and trivial. Fuck it, I'm going to start actually going to mensa gatherings so I can ramble with people. Mmm...incoherant babbling..
Man, I need something "spiritual" in my life or else I'm going to implode like an unenlightened implosion-prone thing. It's not that I don't have a belief system, but rather it's not something I can openly talk about with most people, and therefore I tend to think of myself as being silly or stupid. I need to start meditating again.. Meditation makes me happy, because it's not any of that funny "Om" stuff for me...just completely and utterly turning myself inside out..if that makes any sense? Bah, it doesn't have to, this LJ is just for me to rant...others can figure it out...if they dare...*bwahaha*
So anyways. Went tofurkey-ing today. It was lots and lots of fun. Wonderful people, and interesting food. I always feel awkward being the youngest in a group. I don't know why it bothers me, but it kind of does. Doesn't seem to get in the way too much, so I suppose it is just my imagination.
Friended the Katie and the Seth on LJ though, because they're pretty nifty people. Actually all of Jason's friends are really awesome...it's just sad that they went off to college before I ever spoke with them. Katie has always seemed like a wonderful person and Seth has libertarian socialism on his interests list. So cool.
Random thought patterns...articulateyness...leaving...must...stop writing before I make a total fool out of myself, I think.
Life has been rather so-so recently. It gets kind of annoying when I start questioning my existence when I'm trying to actually accomplish something. Life, the universe, and everything is not a good thing to think about while attempting to hold a conversation about something that then, in comparison, seems mundane and trivial. Fuck it, I'm going to start actually going to mensa gatherings so I can ramble with people. Mmm...incoherant babbling..
Man, I need something "spiritual" in my life or else I'm going to implode like an unenlightened implosion-prone thing. It's not that I don't have a belief system, but rather it's not something I can openly talk about with most people, and therefore I tend to think of myself as being silly or stupid. I need to start meditating again.. Meditation makes me happy, because it's not any of that funny "Om" stuff for me...just completely and utterly turning myself inside out..if that makes any sense? Bah, it doesn't have to, this LJ is just for me to rant...others can figure it out...if they dare...*bwahaha*
So anyways. Went tofurkey-ing today. It was lots and lots of fun. Wonderful people, and interesting food. I always feel awkward being the youngest in a group. I don't know why it bothers me, but it kind of does. Doesn't seem to get in the way too much, so I suppose it is just my imagination.
Friended the Katie and the Seth on LJ though, because they're pretty nifty people. Actually all of Jason's friends are really awesome...it's just sad that they went off to college before I ever spoke with them. Katie has always seemed like a wonderful person and Seth has libertarian socialism on his interests list. So cool.
Random thought patterns...articulateyness...leaving...must...stop writing before I make a total fool out of myself, I think.