Sayonara, suckas.
It felt good to move the majority of my belongings out of the apartment tonight. It sucks that it had to end before it ever really began, but some people are tornadoes spinning out of control and I'm not about to put myself directly in their paths of total destruction.
I'm trying to stay positive though and look at it as an opportunity to make a better decision for myself, whatever that may end up being. Maybe these recent events are a sign, trying to tell me that I'm moving in the wrong direction. There were quite a few aspirations that I had forced myself to give up on or at least postpone indefinitely as a direct result of trying to move into the apartment, and maybe I should focus now on working toward one of those things, or maybe even something entirely different. I don't know. It's sort of like a blank slate and I'm feeling hopeful about it.
It may sound cheesy, but from every ending comes a new beginning. This included. As with my computer also, which is fantastic. It's refreshing to not have all of my old files and profiles and away messages and all of that junk clouding everything up and slowing it down, slowing my life down. Perhaps it's time for a reinvention.
I'm trying to stay positive though and look at it as an opportunity to make a better decision for myself, whatever that may end up being. Maybe these recent events are a sign, trying to tell me that I'm moving in the wrong direction. There were quite a few aspirations that I had forced myself to give up on or at least postpone indefinitely as a direct result of trying to move into the apartment, and maybe I should focus now on working toward one of those things, or maybe even something entirely different. I don't know. It's sort of like a blank slate and I'm feeling hopeful about it.
It may sound cheesy, but from every ending comes a new beginning. This included. As with my computer also, which is fantastic. It's refreshing to not have all of my old files and profiles and away messages and all of that junk clouding everything up and slowing it down, slowing my life down. Perhaps it's time for a reinvention.