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I can't stand this shit anymore. I gave him time to cool off and he still fuckin hates me. I decided to try to talk to him again, hoping he cooled off by now. So I went to his job so he couldn't just leave. I got their right before he got off. I begged him to just talk to me and he finally agreed to talk to me. He took me out back and then he started to yell at me for bothering him at work, when he noticed the marks on my face that I got from when he hit me. Then he moved my face to get a better look at it then he asked me where I got the bruise. When I told him that it was from where he hit me, he told me that he was sorry for hitting me so hard and asked me where I was staying. I told him that I was staying with my friend, Jared and asked him why he didn't love me anymore. He nuzzled my bruised cheek and and told me that he did love me but he didn't want me around because because I cheated. I started to cry and ask him why he didn't believe me and he told me he had proof. By now I cried that if he loved me then he would believe me. He just kept saying that he had proof I was sleeping around. By then I was furious and started to scream at him asking why I would cheat on him with a human, no offense to humans but I'm not attracted to humans, he glared at me and said he didn't know why but by me living with him now proves I was cheating and it would be my loss for choosing a pathetic human. By then, with my blood lust and my wolf side scratching to be released mixing with my anger, I growl and hit him as hard as I could knocking him on the ground. Noticing my long nails dug in his skin drawing blood, I leaned down and licked the blood off his face while he was stunned. I shouldn't have done that, it only made me want more blood but I was beyond control when I seen the blood on his face. He pushed me off of him and snarled at me to stay away from him. I left for Kain's and told him what happened then cried the whole time. He told me that he would give me some of his blood but I didn't want to take a chance with his parents finding out. When I went home, Jared asked me what was wrong and told me that I looked really sick. I looked at him and just told him I was tired and asked him when he got them bruises. He told me he got in a fight with some of the guys at school. I know he is lying, I can always tell when he's lying. Whatever, I'm tired of everyone lying to me. I'm not feeling good right and don't feel like fighting with him too. I'll feel better once I get some blood. Damn I need a donor. Jared refuses to understand that I am a vampyre and just thinks I'm just saying that to appear goth. My appetite has gone to shit. I can't stop thinking about blood. I want to kill Tourniquet, drain every drop of blood from him and yet I still love him and want him back.