Splendiferously Shitty
Hmm, sadness. I was wondering where it had gone to. So nice to be back to normal? Normal, hmm. Is that what that is-
So as I sit here I ponder to myself in my (OMG I've been reduced to:) nightly bout of self-loathing and pessimism, I wonder: while I'm at up at camp over the summer (500+ mi), who will visit; they'd probably carpool - then a buncha people could come and they could stay overnite in the cabin on a weekend cuz it could fit 'em all and other like thoughts...
And then I wondered how many people would say they would but then wouldn't for one reason or another [personally, I'd probably do the same for me anyway] Especially with so many graduation parties and such over June and July - I leave for BBS on the 10th so they are ALL out of reach. Sadness. mine will end up being mid-August so then a buncha people can come and I'll be there.
I'd definitely want Megan to come cuz 1) my dad is a blinded conservative, 2) so is his brother, whom my dad hates because he had premarital sex with his current wife [whoop-de-fricken-doo get over yourself, dad], and 3) my dad's sister's family is liberal/democratic. One year my uncle got so upset over the annual abortion debate that he took his family and left. Good times, this is what we do - he presto, we're Italian! And Steve will be there and so far as I know our group doesn't exactly gel with his. He's even awkward talking to me - although I often feel that talking with most anyone.
I wonder; if I develop schizophrenia, I wonder if I'll meet anyone in my head who I like to be around ALL the time.
Oh, and at the party; Todd will not be allowed to speak, my family will lynch him- but only for the religion thing: my grandpa hates black people, too, so they can talk about that.
So as I sit here I ponder to myself in my (OMG I've been reduced to:) nightly bout of self-loathing and pessimism, I wonder: while I'm at up at camp over the summer (500+ mi), who will visit; they'd probably carpool - then a buncha people could come and they could stay overnite in the cabin on a weekend cuz it could fit 'em all and other like thoughts...
And then I wondered how many people would say they would but then wouldn't for one reason or another [personally, I'd probably do the same for me anyway] Especially with so many graduation parties and such over June and July - I leave for BBS on the 10th so they are ALL out of reach. Sadness. mine will end up being mid-August so then a buncha people can come and I'll be there.
I'd definitely want Megan to come cuz 1) my dad is a blinded conservative, 2) so is his brother, whom my dad hates because he had premarital sex with his current wife [whoop-de-fricken-doo get over yourself, dad], and 3) my dad's sister's family is liberal/democratic. One year my uncle got so upset over the annual abortion debate that he took his family and left. Good times, this is what we do - he presto, we're Italian! And Steve will be there and so far as I know our group doesn't exactly gel with his. He's even awkward talking to me - although I often feel that talking with most anyone.
I wonder; if I develop schizophrenia, I wonder if I'll meet anyone in my head who I like to be around ALL the time.
Oh, and at the party; Todd will not be allowed to speak, my family will lynch him- but only for the religion thing: my grandpa hates black people, too, so they can talk about that.