Lets write another
well I have been surfing livejournal for a little bit and I was starting to think of pasted relationships that I had. Then again I think I have been on that since I got back from my trip last weekend. There is always that what if that pops in my mind. If I hadn't done things the way I did.
See I can be a distant person emotionally. Partly because I didn't know what I was feeling, as well as being scared of what I knew I was feeling. And, Of course there is one over the others that I would love to do over again, *sigh*. less I digress. here is another poem.
Empty Desolation
Once again I stand here,
in desolation.
Pondering what to do next,
My options are so limited.
I have tried so many ways,
So many times.
It's a wonder I still stand here,
As shattered of a from as I am.
Sometimes I forget why I try,
It seems my only reason for existence.
In search for another,
A lover if you will.
After we meet a new life begins,
Or so I think.
What if it is not meant to be,
What then?
Throw it all away and start again?
What can I say when I was writing this one I was getting
tired of the dating scene. I still am. I just want to be able to wake up with a woman I love in the bed next to me. And, to know that they love me no matter what happens.
See I can be a distant person emotionally. Partly because I didn't know what I was feeling, as well as being scared of what I knew I was feeling. And, Of course there is one over the others that I would love to do over again, *sigh*. less I digress. here is another poem.
Empty Desolation
Once again I stand here,
in desolation.
Pondering what to do next,
My options are so limited.
I have tried so many ways,
So many times.
It's a wonder I still stand here,
As shattered of a from as I am.
Sometimes I forget why I try,
It seems my only reason for existence.
In search for another,
A lover if you will.
After we meet a new life begins,
Or so I think.
What if it is not meant to be,
What then?
Throw it all away and start again?
What can I say when I was writing this one I was getting
tired of the dating scene. I still am. I just want to be able to wake up with a woman I love in the bed next to me. And, to know that they love me no matter what happens.