STRESSSSSSSSS
oh my lordy! I'm so stressed I'm going to explode. I hate 2004. It totally just sucks ass. Already from January it was a mess, then SATs and junior year horror, and AP and shit. then came a pretty good summer but i was so lazy so that was stupid of me. and now it's already october and i haven't done any college work and these next 3 months are going to be hell. I need to write my Villanova early action essay but it's such bullshit cuz they give you 2 suckass topics to write about. Ugh I'm really gonna have to bullshit my way through saying I'm a good catholic but all the girls who played the 'never game' with me yesterday know I'm not a fuckin good catholic. and I'm not a good writer either so this sucks! I wish i was a writer. I'd love to be a journalist. Oh well, I just hate college applications and i've barely started applying to the billions of schools im thinking of. i hate high school, i hate people, oh i just hate everything. At least I'll have a slight break this weekend when I go up to Albany with Drew so i can finally see Gavin. It's been like a month! But then I know i'll be thinking about writing this essay and worried it won't get out in time and crap and well ahhhhhhhh. I stress easily for those of you who don't know. Maybe I'll write a song about it lol. Yeah but I have next monday and wednesday off so that's nice. the sucky part? I'll be spending it doing college work or those projects i haven't even started. Why can't i be organized!?! Jesus, this livejournal was supposed to destress me. It sometimes makes things worse >_< well I'm gonna go procrastinate some more and talk to people online instead of work on the essay. God help me
Sincerely the girl who's not going to get into college because her applications were all a day late
Sincerely the girl who's not going to get into college because her applications were all a day late