Should have begin the same way it would end with nothing

[chaosreign]

Never should I have conversed
Simply I should have smiled and waved
As she went and passed me by
but something about her caught my attention
I should have shut up and stood alone
Oh that smile what a demon what a beast
If only she knew her beauty tortured me
If only she knew she set my soul blaze
If only she could clear what I need to see
She is everything I want.
She is everything I needed
but she doesn't need me

Maybe I was wrong ,but it felt so right
just to have you there right by my side
so I gave away everything I felt inside
No, I'm not good
I'm not good enough you know