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Well, for everyone who doesn't know yet, my cousin Nick was found dead yesterday in his dorm. They think he's been dead since Tuesday night at least. There were painkiller bottles all over, and they believe it was an accidental overdose. His stepdad found him sitting at his computer desk.
So me and my mom and grandma went over there and tried to comfort his mom a little bit. She was torn up. His stepdad was torn up. His brother was alright.
His father (my uncle steve, my moms brother) passed away last November with lung cancer.
Its horrible. Just fucking horrible.
On the upside- I talked to cat this afternoon. shes coming down to visit in 14 days for spring break. however, shes not visiting for summer because shes taking summer classes. right now, it looks like she'll be coming home (permanently) around Christmas.
I'm gonna go outside for a little bit now. Im too depressed to stay inside, Ill go insane. I have to get up, get out, do something. Ill probably call nick (not my cousin, my friend) and go over there. Hes always good to talk to about this kindve shit.
So me and my mom and grandma went over there and tried to comfort his mom a little bit. She was torn up. His stepdad was torn up. His brother was alright.
His father (my uncle steve, my moms brother) passed away last November with lung cancer.
Its horrible. Just fucking horrible.
On the upside- I talked to cat this afternoon. shes coming down to visit in 14 days for spring break. however, shes not visiting for summer because shes taking summer classes. right now, it looks like she'll be coming home (permanently) around Christmas.
I'm gonna go outside for a little bit now. Im too depressed to stay inside, Ill go insane. I have to get up, get out, do something. Ill probably call nick (not my cousin, my friend) and go over there. Hes always good to talk to about this kindve shit.