Sep 30, 2004 19:46
today was drowsy and extremely uneventful, except for the fight in gym, a test i bombed, a f*cking love hexagon(bigger than a love triangle), and a major dis to me. the love thing is well beyond my control, and i really dont care to get into that now. Today is my ex-girlfriend's birthday, and we are still friends, so i got her a movie, but left it at home b4 school. i called her house to drop it off, and her friend emily picked up and said they were having a party and that i should at least come and say hi.i called her house back while i was ON THE STREET and my ex told me she had people over and she wanted it on tuesday.now, i had just filled up my gas tank, and drove 15 minutes to give her her present, and when i'm 300 feet from her house, she tells me to go back. But whatever, i'll get over it.see, i broke up with her in june because i was having extreme family problems, and i didnt want her to get dragged into it, i mean, i still love her alot, but now she's with some1 else.but life goes on, and i have to as well. I can now say that i make the most stupid and poor choices ever, and they cant be changed.Anywayz, my dad and i are leaving tomorrow morning for Pittsburgh to go see the Steelers play on Sunday, and i really need the time off, cause i'm about to explode, on so many different levels.