better than yesterday...but still pretty shitty.
so i had to be at work at 645 this morning...shitty....i was sooo tired. i got a whopping $33 bonus. got attitude from the UPS lady about the zip code to the place i was sending the package...well let me think...if i'm returning it to the sender i would guess the address im sending it to would be the return address on t now... am i right? so she tells me they cant send it without some sort of information of where to send...i really just wanted to go off on her ass and be like "And you work and a delivery place!!!" i really could have hit her when she had told me it was going to be like $11 to send it and the guy that acually did it for me only charged me $8...what a bitch. but then i went and got steve from school and brought my girl sally a "package"....compliments of steve...lol. j/k then i came home, ate soup, passed out, took a shower at 530 and got to class at 630. i am really getting better at this whole fast shower thing...i was slacking for awhile. so how bout i wake up with a message on my phone from david saying he wants to talk to me...i just dont get guys...this is why i will end up single when i am older...i really and truly dont see myself getting married...for what??? but anyway. i am about to go to bed... i have to study for my teest for tomorrow night before i go to work tomorrow. craziness.
Sally: it has been really great seeing you so much this past weekend...i miss
you alot...me and brie talk about it all the time. remember, i will
always be here for you. i love you sal-dawg.
David: sorry but i think it is real gay that this shit even happened. it
definately took me by surprise. i just dont understand your "commment"
on my voice mail because being told, "i dont think its going to work
out, see ya around" sounds like a break up to me. maybe thats just me
though. and yeah, i went to winter haven on valentines day....along
with everywhere else...and before you said anything about that you
should have atleast got the facts straight. because the only thing in
w.h. was karen and her grand-baby jj. also if my ex was such a big deal
you'd think you'd know his name is chris and not josh...i know if i was
had any doubts about who i was dating and their ex, i would damn sure
know more than just their name. i also told you the first time we went
out htat he was still apart of my life, but as a friend...not even
a much seen friend........well, i am sorry i missed 2 of your
phone calls...im not going to make excuses for why i missed them... i
missed them, the reason isnt even important...whats important is it got
blown way out of proportion and now we are both single again. and yes
we can still be friends and talk...but i dont know if you will like that
very much because i dont tend to see my friends alot or talk to them on
the phone much. i only see steve and brittany because one lives with me
and the other is his girlfriend. you were like the only other person i
talked to or hung out with except my occassional phone calls from
various people...but oh well. i messed up i guess...i hung out with my
old friends for one night and everything that was normal went to
hell...of well things change, you just have to learn to deal.
p.s. sorry if it seems harsh (brittany i tried)...i'm just not the type of person that comes up with "nice" words when i am really upset about something...no harm meant.
Sally: it has been really great seeing you so much this past weekend...i miss
you alot...me and brie talk about it all the time. remember, i will
always be here for you. i love you sal-dawg.
David: sorry but i think it is real gay that this shit even happened. it
definately took me by surprise. i just dont understand your "commment"
on my voice mail because being told, "i dont think its going to work
out, see ya around" sounds like a break up to me. maybe thats just me
though. and yeah, i went to winter haven on valentines day....along
with everywhere else...and before you said anything about that you
should have atleast got the facts straight. because the only thing in
w.h. was karen and her grand-baby jj. also if my ex was such a big deal
you'd think you'd know his name is chris and not josh...i know if i was
had any doubts about who i was dating and their ex, i would damn sure
know more than just their name. i also told you the first time we went
out htat he was still apart of my life, but as a friend...not even
a much seen friend........well, i am sorry i missed 2 of your
phone calls...im not going to make excuses for why i missed them... i
missed them, the reason isnt even important...whats important is it got
blown way out of proportion and now we are both single again. and yes
we can still be friends and talk...but i dont know if you will like that
very much because i dont tend to see my friends alot or talk to them on
the phone much. i only see steve and brittany because one lives with me
and the other is his girlfriend. you were like the only other person i
talked to or hung out with except my occassional phone calls from
various people...but oh well. i messed up i guess...i hung out with my
old friends for one night and everything that was normal went to
hell...of well things change, you just have to learn to deal.
p.s. sorry if it seems harsh (brittany i tried)...i'm just not the type of person that comes up with "nice" words when i am really upset about something...no harm meant.