Jan 12, 2005 01:42
Today was C-R-R-R-A-A-A-Z-Y!!! I had an alright day at work, though I was kind of tired. Me and Steve stayed up real late talking last night. I it was great quality time with my big brother, something we haven't had in a while. We talked about a lot of important stuff. It's nice to be able to share how I feel about things with him and know I can trust him not to say anything and give me and his honest opinion. I am also glad to know that he approves of David, yet he would still "piss on him if he had to." It sounds kind of mean, but it is just the words of a great older brother looking out for his little sister. After work I was going to go to David's but I had a little delay. I went to the gas station and my car was acting all kinds of funny. So after I pumped my gas, I decided to check the oil and oh man did it need oil pretty bad. Oh yeah, before I even went to the gas station I so changed clothes in my car in the Curly Tails parking lot...that was interesting. While I was at the gas station I felt like everyone was watching, like a girl isn't supposed to be putting oil in a car...yeah right. But when I left the gas station my car still made a funny noise. I went to David's and when I left it was really talking to me then. So I called Daryl (my other Dad) and told him about it. So I was going to trade cars with him so I could go to school and he would check my car out,but I so didn't make it that far. My belt busted half way there. I had to drive to the nearest gas station (in the ghetto) with my car in the red zone and no power steering. Trying to turn was like being in the tea cup ride at an amusement park. So here I am trying to go unnoticed in an area where white girls stand out. I was a little nervous, didn't want to have to bust any kung-fu moves on a frisky chico, but Daryl arrived soon, preceeded by his wonderful son Chris (cough cough). I decided not to got to class because I was going to be right on time, but I still had no idea where the classroom was. And I didn't want to show up late like a duck. Then, an hour and $55 later, my car was all better. I decided to bring my wife dinner and flowers at her work to show her how much I love her and also for our 1 year and 6 month anniverary, which was really 5 days ago, now 6, but things were a little hectic then and other people were in the spotlight at that time. And since i'm not all about the limelight, I just kind of let it slide. But not anymore. I am going to let it be known what is mine and rightfully claim what belongs to me...it may break some hearts or cause some tears, but since when have I been known for caring about how the truth was going to hurt someone when they desperately deserve to know it. I slowly let the cold-hearted bitch in me die down...but, since it has been disturbed, I am going to let her shine...towards a selected few anyway...and yes...Oswald is on that list.
You know, it's amazing how you can keep to yourself and stay away from people and social gatherings for a long period of time, and still get dragged into the childish high school drama of Mulberry. I haven't quite decided what I am going to say when I do see her, but I know I will see her, and I am going let her know just how little I appreciate my name coming from her mouth. I warned her once, I was a in a good mood then,didn't want to get kicked out of Sharky's, but when I see her next, it will only brighten my day, if you know what I mean.
I really tend to dislike girls sometimes. They are just so drama oriented. I know it may sound like I am getting into the drama by saying something, but when you were already invited without notice, you might as well make the best of it...and I plan to.
PS
David...if you are reading this...Brittany says you are now expected to make comments to our journals... you have to let us know it's you though because the regular anonymous person is Steve.