going to kissimmee
well... i am in kissimmee right now at my ex-boyfriends grandmothers. the dogs are barking, i am watching harry potter and everyone else is asleep. because granny's computer is broke, they have chris' laptop here and that is what i am on right now. these buttons are really cool. they all went hunting today and woke up real early so they are all in bed. i on the other hand got lots of sleep last night and i am wide awake. how about dinner tonight...it was great. we had big yummy ribs, beef stew, the best chili, coleslaw and lima beans. i just ate meat...i don't like the other stuff...oh and biscuits. it was real good. i'm excited about going hunting in the morning. we always have sooo much fun. i never went with mom before, the last 2 years she's stayed home. i think she's staying home in the morning though and coming out there after lunch, but i think i am leaving after lunch. i want to get home around 5 o'clockish. i really want to spend sometime with my boyfriend. it seems like ever since we actually started going out we haven't really hung out a lot...i mean we have, but not like we did before we were official. i really planned on staying with him last night, but i definitely didn't want to stay there when it's that time. not because we couldn't do anything like that for you dirty minded people because we don't do that stuff, but just because what if i leaked or where would i dispose off the bi-product??? i mean, a girls got to consider these things. but yeah, the whole we don't do that kind of stuff, yeah, i really don't see it happening. i just don't think i want to...maybe one day, but i honestly don't see it happening anytime soon. b, remember when i asked you that question on your back porch??? when we were carving pumpkins...well, it's like i have totally changed my opinion on things. i just have so much going through my head sometimes, i swear i think its going to explode. i think thats why i am so laid back...because i honestly don't take the time to sit back and think about things. i just go with the flow. i hate actually having to think about things and i don't do it often unless it's about something goofy. thats why i am so baffled my Problem. i never think about anything this much. when i am on the rag i don't even concentrate on changing as much as i do on my Problem. it has definitely taken me off guard. which is weird because i usually keep my guard up.
ok i am a little spooked now!!! the dogs have been barking for like 5 minutes and i swear there is a fox or something outside my window howling. i have been hearing it for like 30 minutes now. and i just heard something slam...like a door right outside the door to my room that leads outside. you have to see this house to totally understand all the doors and the garages and the added on room that i am in right now. but i swear i heard one of the garages doors' close. but okay...
i went outside earlier by myself to get my clothes out of my car and i was nervous so i called my boyfriend... he was in orlando...going to church street!!! he kind of made me mad because he was really short with me... i think he's mad because i came out here but he's going to have to get over it because i love these people and they are my family...any guy i date that can't deal with that is just not going to last with me. and trust me...i don't take too much time stressing guys...except my Problem..he is the only one. i have too much other stuff to worry about. since joah wasn't to interested in talking i called my true love brittany. i needed someone understanding to keep me company as i smoked a much needed cigarette. but we had reception difficulties so i went inside and called her. we talked for a little while. as happy as i am about going hunting in the morning i can't help but feel sad. brie informed me of the death of one of ours friends. i know i will be alright because i wasn't terribly close to him...but it's my lil sis i am worried for. she and him were very close. sadly i feel her pain and i know the feeling. at age 13 i went to my first funeral...my best friend's funeral at that. it was very hard and i know i needed nothing more than my friends to keep me strong. so i am going to make sure i am there for kc because i know it will help her. and of course i am here for brie too...she knew him quite well too. i love you girlies and you know you's can come to me anytime...but right now i am signing out. i will talk to you's tomorrow/see you's tomorrow.
Rest In Peace Randy Lamar Culvin
*When a person dies, they may leave this world physically, but they will always live on in our hearts, and will always be visible in our dreams.* Me
ok i am a little spooked now!!! the dogs have been barking for like 5 minutes and i swear there is a fox or something outside my window howling. i have been hearing it for like 30 minutes now. and i just heard something slam...like a door right outside the door to my room that leads outside. you have to see this house to totally understand all the doors and the garages and the added on room that i am in right now. but i swear i heard one of the garages doors' close. but okay...
i went outside earlier by myself to get my clothes out of my car and i was nervous so i called my boyfriend... he was in orlando...going to church street!!! he kind of made me mad because he was really short with me... i think he's mad because i came out here but he's going to have to get over it because i love these people and they are my family...any guy i date that can't deal with that is just not going to last with me. and trust me...i don't take too much time stressing guys...except my Problem..he is the only one. i have too much other stuff to worry about. since joah wasn't to interested in talking i called my true love brittany. i needed someone understanding to keep me company as i smoked a much needed cigarette. but we had reception difficulties so i went inside and called her. we talked for a little while. as happy as i am about going hunting in the morning i can't help but feel sad. brie informed me of the death of one of ours friends. i know i will be alright because i wasn't terribly close to him...but it's my lil sis i am worried for. she and him were very close. sadly i feel her pain and i know the feeling. at age 13 i went to my first funeral...my best friend's funeral at that. it was very hard and i know i needed nothing more than my friends to keep me strong. so i am going to make sure i am there for kc because i know it will help her. and of course i am here for brie too...she knew him quite well too. i love you girlies and you know you's can come to me anytime...but right now i am signing out. i will talk to you's tomorrow/see you's tomorrow.
Rest In Peace Randy Lamar Culvin
*When a person dies, they may leave this world physically, but they will always live on in our hearts, and will always be visible in our dreams.* Me