life sucks
I am going to warn all of you right now that this entry is full of anger and venting. First of all, guys suck. They are all really stupid. They lead you on, and all they want is one thing. But they never mean any of it. And they're impossible to understand. One day they won't stop talking to you, and the next day they totally ignore you. And when you like guys, it interferes with your friends. All you want to talk about is the one guy, and your friends get sick and tired of hearing it. Then one day, it's 4 days before halloween, and you get in a fight with your friend, and it all turns into everything always being about you. Isn't it just great when that happens? And then you feel like you have no friends at all. You're in a fight with one, the other one is a total bitch, one is in a group that you don't belong in, you get sick and tired of the other one, another one just keeps bringing up the guy you like, and the other one you haven't talked to in like forever. So now you feel totally alone, and you don't have anybody to talk about it with, because you have no friends, which means you have to bottle all of it up inside, and you can't go to a shrink, cause then your parents would know you're having problems or whatever, and you don't want them to know about any part of your life. So now your life sucks, you have no friends to talk to, you're an only child, so you have no brothers and sisters, and you hate your parents. What do you do? If you know the answer, please tell me, because I need some serious help. I'm out.