so...update....
So I promised something by way of an update...for the most part things in life have been pretty decent lately. In that overall, grand picture, I am not starving to death in a gutter in Calcutta kind of way.
School is kind of kicking my ass and I my GPA might take a nose dive this semester but it is only mid terms so who knows. I have a BIO lab midterm in a few hours that I am entirely unprepared for and just might fail - Fail the lab-Fail the course.
Every semester around this time I seem to freak out though so who knows.
I have two great loves in my life (if you are asking yourself wha? 2? then you haven't talked to me enough over the last year)
two great loves and yet we have all been so busy in the last while and I have felt so distant and separated and downright lonely that I have still cried myself to sleep most nights this week.
the weekend was really good. I got to see the Creaking Planks while dressed up steamy and fabulous and had out fliers at the Car Free Fest while dressed up like a punk rawk roller girl bitch. The weekend was good, but this week, and lasts, theme has been missed opportunities, to make money, to buy a car.
I just can't seem to hold on to things or people I love right now and everything and everyone feels like they are slipping away.
They probably aren't, but I am really having a tough time getting a grip, getting together, getting my groove, getting things done.
So that's it. Chipper Cheerful and Charming aren't I?
I'll be back when I have something nice to say...till then I need a library and a coffee.
School is kind of kicking my ass and I my GPA might take a nose dive this semester but it is only mid terms so who knows. I have a BIO lab midterm in a few hours that I am entirely unprepared for and just might fail - Fail the lab-Fail the course.
Every semester around this time I seem to freak out though so who knows.
I have two great loves in my life (if you are asking yourself wha? 2? then you haven't talked to me enough over the last year)
two great loves and yet we have all been so busy in the last while and I have felt so distant and separated and downright lonely that I have still cried myself to sleep most nights this week.
the weekend was really good. I got to see the Creaking Planks while dressed up steamy and fabulous and had out fliers at the Car Free Fest while dressed up like a punk rawk roller girl bitch. The weekend was good, but this week, and lasts, theme has been missed opportunities, to make money, to buy a car.
I just can't seem to hold on to things or people I love right now and everything and everyone feels like they are slipping away.
They probably aren't, but I am really having a tough time getting a grip, getting together, getting my groove, getting things done.
So that's it. Chipper Cheerful and Charming aren't I?
I'll be back when I have something nice to say...till then I need a library and a coffee.