*Bows out*
I think this may be my last lj post. I've lost touch with this place, and I hate coming back every few weeks and reading up on things my friends who I haven't seen in months are doing. I just don't have time to be 17 anymore. From now on I'm 30, I do nothing but 30 year old things. I quit this enjoying life thing. *Sigh
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i miss you.
if it makes you feel any better, i have to do these damn college applications, run two labs a week, work friday mornings when i don't have class, and deal with my parents. all of that on top of college classes that seem to want to kick my ass. i failed the hell out of a physics test last week and just a few hours ago failed the shit out of a brit lit test. i don't have time to do anything. i wake up and i'm tired. around noon i become bone-weary exhausted. but i can't do anything about it, class at 9:30, class at 11:00, class at 1, class/work at 2:30. everyday. and brit lit on tuesday nights.
wow, i'm sorry, that turned into me bitching and moaning. i was just trying to say that i know how it feels to have to deal with everything and then to think, wait, i'm 17, not 30, i need to chill out. thing is, when i'm 30, i'll just have to do my reasearch/teach/whatever the fuck i'm doing when i'm thirty for a living and pay my bills. so now, i have to do everything, the years when we're supposed to be able to chill out with friends and raise hell in the streets. it really sucks.
let's run away to jamaica and make millions running a very successful tiki bar.
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