Stupid
I was stupid today. Very, very stupid and rash. No need to dwell on the matter but it'll suffice to say that if things don't change I'm pretty sure that my whole family's sanity is liable to go down with the ship. This instability crap in every facet of my life is making me nuts. A night out of the ordinary is very much in order, though Hell would be against my better judgment in this state. Hmm, I'll think of something.