If i killed you would you finally let me be happy?
Ah, and again i think on many things. Ive learned some things that piss me off, and rethought on more things that piss me off. on the better not there are many things in the wanderings of mymind that were far happier, but also far sadder. as i piece together events that took place after i left, i see the story of life as it went on without me. some of it affects me little, but some of has direct connection to me and my actions when i return. And so, i return soon to base, and contemplate my return home, oh so few weeks away.