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I mean, fuck it, in the grand scheme of things I'm just a piece of meat anyways.
I get to be scheduled for a 36 hour week because everyone else in the store has the limited availability that I should have. I volunteered to come back after they had someone quit on them, and I took over her hours. Now, tomorrow, I'm going to miss my Geology class; one of three classes I can take this semester. If my seat in that class is lost I'm literally fucked. To get a class at PSU at this point I basically HAVE to show up. Anyone who just signs up[especially during the first week] will be dropped for someone who's actually there.
It doesn't help that I need to be a full time student to qualify for insurance. Or, that there aren't any Starbucks looking for Baristas in the entire area that I'm moving to. So if I can't be a full time student I can't even work the 20-hours a week to get benefits. OH I ALMOST FORGOT. If I'm not a full time student I lose my tuition/living expenses from my dad, that's right, I get fucked out of my apartment. It's not even like I can tell my property manager I don't want it. I put in the deposit today.
As of now I'm only for sure signed up for Computer Science 161 with a tentative placement in Calculus 1 and Geology. The math I'm too stressed about[see: still very stressed] but there are at least a couple of classes with a few openings that I can look into/e-mail professors about getting into.
But honestly, it's 11pm and I have to get up at 4am. I can't fall asleep. I have to move all of my things this weekend. I have to be able to get to and from school on a daily basis. I have to find a job. I can't fall asleep.
Sink, sink
Drowned by our country
Great machine
Is crushed, old and rotten
Never surface again
I get to be scheduled for a 36 hour week because everyone else in the store has the limited availability that I should have. I volunteered to come back after they had someone quit on them, and I took over her hours. Now, tomorrow, I'm going to miss my Geology class; one of three classes I can take this semester. If my seat in that class is lost I'm literally fucked. To get a class at PSU at this point I basically HAVE to show up. Anyone who just signs up[especially during the first week] will be dropped for someone who's actually there.
It doesn't help that I need to be a full time student to qualify for insurance. Or, that there aren't any Starbucks looking for Baristas in the entire area that I'm moving to. So if I can't be a full time student I can't even work the 20-hours a week to get benefits. OH I ALMOST FORGOT. If I'm not a full time student I lose my tuition/living expenses from my dad, that's right, I get fucked out of my apartment. It's not even like I can tell my property manager I don't want it. I put in the deposit today.
As of now I'm only for sure signed up for Computer Science 161 with a tentative placement in Calculus 1 and Geology. The math I'm too stressed about[see: still very stressed] but there are at least a couple of classes with a few openings that I can look into/e-mail professors about getting into.
But honestly, it's 11pm and I have to get up at 4am. I can't fall asleep. I have to move all of my things this weekend. I have to be able to get to and from school on a daily basis. I have to find a job. I can't fall asleep.
Sink, sink
Drowned by our country
Great machine
Is crushed, old and rotten
Never surface again