i just wanna bring you down so badly
I'm in one of those moods where I just wanna destroy something.
I feel so alone, yet I'm surrounded by a ton of people who seem to care.
Billy has been talking to me lately about how I'm gorgeous and stuff, and John has warned me that he just wants to hook up, and that's definetly not what I can handle right now. I do like the flattery though. This is so hard. I get this feeling I like Rob sometimes, but I know I'm still not over Bill, and then there's Billy.
So the show on Friday was kinda much to handle at times. I don't even know why I was upset. I'm not even going to try and understand it because it's not worth it. Jessica, Melissa, Taylor, Colleen and I kept going into the pits and it was so funny because Bill kept dragging us out of them so we didn't get hurt. After the show, Rob, Ashley, Kim and I headed to IHOP to meet Shannon and Tony. Food that late at night is gross. Kim and I were singing and I could tell we were pissing Ashley and Rob off. Oops. So we ate and then went to Meijer's because we didn't have a curfew at Ashley's house that night. I came home at like, 11 on Saturday to feel like shit, but not shitty enough to go to sleep. My mom took me to Target and I got a new hoodie and we came back. Kayleigh came over and we got food and movies from the strip mall, then came back to watch Wedding Crashers. About half way through Wedding Crashers, Bill and Gus showed up to hang out and watch Saw later with us. Bill and I wrestled to the death once again, much like when we fought over shoes Friday morning. That was fun. Everyone thinks its hilarious how rough we are on each other, but I don't even notice. He fell asleep on my couch toward the end of Saw. He looked so cute there, kinda like a puppy. But yeah, so today Shane and I went to the mall, I got this cute striped pink and white shirt, and we came back here to watch Boondock Saints. Really good movie, definetly ownable.
As for this upcoming week, knowing that there is a show at the end of the week will get me through it.
I feel so alone, yet I'm surrounded by a ton of people who seem to care.
Billy has been talking to me lately about how I'm gorgeous and stuff, and John has warned me that he just wants to hook up, and that's definetly not what I can handle right now. I do like the flattery though. This is so hard. I get this feeling I like Rob sometimes, but I know I'm still not over Bill, and then there's Billy.
So the show on Friday was kinda much to handle at times. I don't even know why I was upset. I'm not even going to try and understand it because it's not worth it. Jessica, Melissa, Taylor, Colleen and I kept going into the pits and it was so funny because Bill kept dragging us out of them so we didn't get hurt. After the show, Rob, Ashley, Kim and I headed to IHOP to meet Shannon and Tony. Food that late at night is gross. Kim and I were singing and I could tell we were pissing Ashley and Rob off. Oops. So we ate and then went to Meijer's because we didn't have a curfew at Ashley's house that night. I came home at like, 11 on Saturday to feel like shit, but not shitty enough to go to sleep. My mom took me to Target and I got a new hoodie and we came back. Kayleigh came over and we got food and movies from the strip mall, then came back to watch Wedding Crashers. About half way through Wedding Crashers, Bill and Gus showed up to hang out and watch Saw later with us. Bill and I wrestled to the death once again, much like when we fought over shoes Friday morning. That was fun. Everyone thinks its hilarious how rough we are on each other, but I don't even notice. He fell asleep on my couch toward the end of Saw. He looked so cute there, kinda like a puppy. But yeah, so today Shane and I went to the mall, I got this cute striped pink and white shirt, and we came back here to watch Boondock Saints. Really good movie, definetly ownable.
As for this upcoming week, knowing that there is a show at the end of the week will get me through it.