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think I've waited a while to write about this because I'm not exactly sure how to handle things like these. I think it takes a death to realize how much you care about people and you begin to wonder if what you just said to someone will be the last thing they hear from you. There are so many people I care about and it's unbelievable hard when you start to lose some of your friends over fights, moving, drama, or even death. In one month, we've lost Mike and Liz. This is has been an amazingly strong burden for everyone to carry. We're high schoolers. This isn't supposed to happen. For those people who have been struggling through this month, I have empathy for you, and I know that we'll all get through this. For those of you who are too concerned about yourself and think that this is the "Final Destination of Big Hollow" you can look forward to being smashed into a locker on Tuesday.
And If I die, You won't be so close to me. And I won't be the one who sticks around. If I'm awake, see, you won't go to sleep, I promise. And I won't be the one Who lets you down. No, I won't let you down. No, I won't let you down. I won't let you down, I won't let you down.
This has been a bad month. Not just for me, but almost everyone it seems. I end up worrying a lot about my friends and family and don't notice when something is bothering me. I've sort of neglected myself in the process. Not that I care, but I should probably not do that. Besides that, stuff has been alright. Track this past week has been nice. Even though my legs are killing me and it hurts to sit down sometimes, I feel amazingly fit. Hopefully this weekend will be without too much drama and I can relax a little before I give myself high blood pressure. Hope everyone has a safe weekend.
In Loving Memory Of...
Liz Cartier
3/27/1989-1/15/2006
Mike Cline
1989-02/16/06
And If I die, You won't be so close to me. And I won't be the one who sticks around. If I'm awake, see, you won't go to sleep, I promise. And I won't be the one Who lets you down. No, I won't let you down. No, I won't let you down. I won't let you down, I won't let you down.
This has been a bad month. Not just for me, but almost everyone it seems. I end up worrying a lot about my friends and family and don't notice when something is bothering me. I've sort of neglected myself in the process. Not that I care, but I should probably not do that. Besides that, stuff has been alright. Track this past week has been nice. Even though my legs are killing me and it hurts to sit down sometimes, I feel amazingly fit. Hopefully this weekend will be without too much drama and I can relax a little before I give myself high blood pressure. Hope everyone has a safe weekend.
In Loving Memory Of...
Liz Cartier
3/27/1989-1/15/2006
Mike Cline
1989-02/16/06