Ugh
I really cherish a good day. Theyre sometimes hard to come by, but when i do encounter them, theyre truly appreciated. Im really diggin this semester thus far. Its going pretty damn well. Not only is my social life decent, but i really like my classes. I just cant really think of any downsides to this semester, the freakin possibilities are endless. So Brandon imed me earlier and told me that he was cooking penne, i missed the im so i didnt go, otherwise i so would have. Penne, danm right! Im starving. I seriously love pot, i have so much fun when im high. No matter what im doing. For example, right now i am doing my homework, but i am having a great time listening to the Mars Volta. I love them, so progressive. Today i found out that the only frat boy who can get my attention has a girlfriend. Shes annoying and superficial. Thats not his type. Im his type, but he's so superficial that he'll settle for that. I feel like i know him so well, after just a few conversations. Hes too funny and smart for some one like her. It bothers me, b/c i know the only reason he doesnt pursue me is b/c im not gorgeous, or popular. He even admitted that she's annoying. When i find out these types of things, i usually realize how much i like someone. I like him a lot more than i thought, b/c otherwise i wouldnt give a shit. I hate how my relationships with boys who intrest me at times consume my mind. I think it may be b/c i never had the chance to go boy crazy b/c i was conviced that i was ugly and fat and no one wanted me. Since ive seen open possibilities, i have gone boy crazy. Its weird b/c i didnt see a trait like that in my character, but it's obviously there. Its all so fun to talk about. Things that really matter are constantly roaming through my mind too. Sometimes i get so enthralled in my own trivial bullshit, that i forget the rest of the world. I really scare myself when this happens, i know that thats random but i just thought about it.