Eureka!!
I have finally figured out why the fuck i pledged phi sig. It was my subconcious desire to be a cool kid penetrating my life. It has to be. Ive always made fun of people who outwardly do shit like what i did, so i came up with that bs excuse o just wanting to be apart of something, i suppose so i could sleep at night. Now the sorority has proved to be more harmful than beneficil to me, thats why my gpa sucked and thats why i partied so much, b/c i felt like it was my responsibility. I really cant wait until this semester b/c im going to fix all of this. I have been regrounded in myself during this break. I have come back to life, and i love it. But i hat pap smears, for the record!oh, and also for the record i love aaron mcgruder for creating the boondocks.