I like the spring
Its a really good time of year. I am smitten w/ someone which definetly makes the spring a lot more interesting. Its' spring break and i only have 40 more days of school when i get back. Umm i am going to baisically go to cllege for free if i go to New England College. Thats cool. I mean going all the way to new england is pretty cool. Id be pretty far from home but i think i would like that, everytime im far from home its actually pretty relaxing. But im actually looking forward to the rest of the break b/c i drive now. I can go where ever i want. I wish the guy i like would ask me to prom. Its a pipe dream, but it would be cool. AT one point i thought he may have liked me back but i was in a state of euphoria so i was just dreaming. Im pathetic. I delete every new call i get just so i can look at the received calls part and see his name. I stay on the internet late just so i can im him. I listen to the voice message he left me just to put a smile on my face. I took my bro and sis to the movie theatre up the street just so i could go see him. He came in the ring 2 to fix the sound and he was standing right across from my seat and i fantasized abotu him just coming to sit next to me and watch the movie. Im am so pathetic. But im really happy to be over Sean. I wish i could ask robert out, if only i were hot.