Apr 10, 2006 22:31
Kidding. Today i was reminded by my friend, Ayme that Im still alive and thats why i should be happy. Normally i would say "well whats so great about life anyway?", but i thought about what she said instead of immediately going all existential on her ass (im such an idiot). She was driving like a freakin maniac, but i managed to think about it, and immediately my outlook on whats been going on as of late changed. I dont want to complain, life is still on my side and i should take full advantage of it because Death is around every corner. Im not afraid of death, but i would like to live a little longer at least long enough to achieve my most meaningful goals. I have a lot. Who would have known that I would find something that rang so true amongst Ayme's crazy jokes. I bet she has no idea how much of an impact that single statement had on my state of mind. It changed everything, and i'm so thankful for that. So with a refreshed perspective on things, i'm going to continue to live and try to remember that Im still breathing.