w00t Go green bay (this is kinda long)
Well I'm just here to poke my head out for a sec and waste just a bit more of your time. I can see the t.v. and I can tell that it's too late to be up because Who's the boss is on. What ever happened to tony danza anyway?I have several things to say and none of them bear any relevance to anyone. 1.)I love popcorn. I can eat lots of bags of it and still want more(given it's not too salty).2.) I really like starwars. It's just such a kick ass set of movies. I can't wait till may so I can stay up late watching the culmination of years of waiting. "go. black betty bamba lam,she was from alabam bamba lam."I'm digging this song a good deal. It's a cool cover of a cool song. Yea We went to whataburger this evening and I must say that it was quite fun indeed. there wasn't much else to do I guess. It was one of the funniest times due to mikes stealing of coke in his milkshake cup. We made him turn all red and it was rather hilarious. Green bay kicked a lot of cowboy ass today. I watched the game with my dad and he was going for the boys in blue and I was like man there's no way that green bay is gonna lose to the cowboys at lambau. I hope to one day go visit a game there at lambau. It's gonna be one of those things I have to do while I'm still fairly young. I've been thinking about wether or not I should join some sort of branch of millitary or something. I need money for college and I figure this is kinda an easy route....if I make it back. If not at least I died for my country or something. I probably wouldn't though. I'd like to get shot thrice and brag that I got three purple hearts kinda like john kerry. Oh, hey kids make a good choice for this election. Anyone of my friends should know how I stand most of the time. I'm a bit of a liberal. I guess I'm not a conservative because I don't like being tied down to something. I weant to be free to have an open mindset.Meh, anywho yea I can't wait for school tomorrow(slight sarcasm...seriously it's only slight)I guess I kind of look forward to it but I don't.I have an idea for a movie sort of. I feel that it would kinda be cheesy in a sense but it's a bit different than what I've seen. Go patriots arlight 7-1.GL in the playoffs, you'll need it. so wednesday I'm due to go see a judge. I wonder how that will go. I hope not too bad cuz we're in a tight situation money wise and the last thing I would want is for us to get fined or something. If you're wondering it has to do with my truancy. I'm guessing that it's to make sure that we pass our classes and such but the days when I did miss a ton, I actually passed with a high b if I remember correctly. Oh well. I hate the feeling that some people make me feel. Some people make me feel sad. Not because they are necissarily doing anything to me but because they just bring back feelings that I much enjoyed and want back. oh well. I think I'll just leave it at that since I don't wanna sleep with sad thoughts in my head. I really need a job. somebody hook it up. I should go apply at some other places. I've only applied at best buy and hastings. I really would like a job at some sort of shop. I would hate to work in a place with food. I would just be hungry all the time. I would never be able to eat there due to seeing it all the time. I want to find my calling in life. Maybe joining the military will be a good idea. Help me shapen up and give me something to start a life off with. Before I leave though I want to find someone. Someone honest and loyal who I can come back to and start that life with when I get home. I guess I'm just a old school sap with old school dreams. As different as I seem. As much as I seem like a loner or something that I'm not truely I just want someone to live with. I want a family to come home to and to love and help develop. I want to show someone the world. It's pretty cheesy I know but it's what I want. I want to raise a kid right and give them things that I never had or give them things that were better versions of what I had. I guess I'm gonna have to work hard but all I'd really want is to satisfy my family and myself. If you read this far say aye in a comment. Anywho I dunno.I should probably just start off by fixing my own problems right now. I'm gonna try and do that. No more dicking around(I know I've said it before but this time I mean it)I've been giving so many opportunities and I've messed em all up. I don't even know that I screw something up and I screw it up. It's just my nature and I know it'll be hard to change but I've got to show me how to be what I'm not. as much as I've stood up for that I know that I need to change for the better. <3 a special girl. I would like to thank my friends. I don't really know what I would do with out you guys seriously . I'd be a loner by myself or I know I'd probably be doing drugs right now. In fact I'm pretty sure of it. A lot of good things have come out of my friends. We've all said things we didn't mean and done things we shouldn't have and as much as it hurts we know that where we are at that point it's where we were meant to be and it's where we belong. I dunno. maybe it's just being stuck here that got to me. I wonder what people really think of me. Honestly I would like to know. Let me know. if you read this far. I just don't know what to do with myself. Maybe I'll go talk to some of the recruiters. I think I'll give that marines guy a call and the army and navy guys too.I want to get stationed in germany or someplace like that with the media type job I had talked to the marine guy about.He seemed ok. I'm gonna go to sleep now. If I have anything else to say I'll be sure to let you guys know. <3 and good night.