Directive.
A directive is a set of rules. Rules inherently govern behavior as they describe actions. A directive is given with intent. Usually the rules prohibit expected behavior or promote desired behavior. The action of giving a directive is made as part of a perceived casual relationship. To achieve behavior that is virtuous. To achieve behavior that has some effect.
Intense paranoia. Fear. Debilitating. Blinding.
I just need to chill out. It's all-right. Everything is all-right.
But then I question. Is that me? Is that who I have been? Do I need to? This is given in response to the belief that I have changed severely and in a negative direction.
I don't know how to chill out other than to write and acknowledge and cast judgment over my experiences. Call it finished.
Whatever, it's all in an effort to attempt to change my future experiences. Just a stream. This is one part. Struggle to keep above water. (You don't realize that you've drowned so long ago. You've imagined both the stream and the water.) It's still ok. But if I believe myself, I've accepted the stream.
I need to remember this phrase, tie me back to before: "This is just masturbation." Make me remember, that I've not changed (at least in this statement of observation over my actions). I've only changed by decided that I should act upon this observation - I've cast judgment. But, my original intention in making the observation was to stimulate progression toward other behavior. But, now I am aware that the statement alone does not work?
My main motivation here is fear. Fear of not chilling out? Can you achieve chilling out by having it as a goal? Must you just let it happen?
I think in a series of questions. What then, is the nature of a question? A question can be an expression of doubt in the validity of a statement; often the answer to the question is already suggested (this I believe I have observed as my main path to achieving what I have accepted as answers). A question can be an expression of lack of knowledge concerning a statement.
A question with an answer supplied seems shit. The answer must be intuitively achieved. I doubt the truth of such an answer suggested by intuition. It is affected by the processes governing emotion? I intuitively use casual relationships that I have observed to attempt to experience valued emotions.
I feel that I am more aware now, more intelligent, more able to process. But I am ill at ease.
Little boys are afraid?
Testicles.
I am now looking at this post as extraordinarily showing of me. Not an answer, but a case study.
(Realizing that I really do need to relax. Being continuously on edge is the change.)
I can accept if this is not correct. I feel more assured. This is not the conclusion, but merely a part of the process stream.
Intense paranoia. Fear. Debilitating. Blinding.
I just need to chill out. It's all-right. Everything is all-right.
But then I question. Is that me? Is that who I have been? Do I need to? This is given in response to the belief that I have changed severely and in a negative direction.
I don't know how to chill out other than to write and acknowledge and cast judgment over my experiences. Call it finished.
Whatever, it's all in an effort to attempt to change my future experiences. Just a stream. This is one part. Struggle to keep above water. (You don't realize that you've drowned so long ago. You've imagined both the stream and the water.) It's still ok. But if I believe myself, I've accepted the stream.
I need to remember this phrase, tie me back to before: "This is just masturbation." Make me remember, that I've not changed (at least in this statement of observation over my actions). I've only changed by decided that I should act upon this observation - I've cast judgment. But, my original intention in making the observation was to stimulate progression toward other behavior. But, now I am aware that the statement alone does not work?
My main motivation here is fear. Fear of not chilling out? Can you achieve chilling out by having it as a goal? Must you just let it happen?
I think in a series of questions. What then, is the nature of a question? A question can be an expression of doubt in the validity of a statement; often the answer to the question is already suggested (this I believe I have observed as my main path to achieving what I have accepted as answers). A question can be an expression of lack of knowledge concerning a statement.
A question with an answer supplied seems shit. The answer must be intuitively achieved. I doubt the truth of such an answer suggested by intuition. It is affected by the processes governing emotion? I intuitively use casual relationships that I have observed to attempt to experience valued emotions.
I feel that I am more aware now, more intelligent, more able to process. But I am ill at ease.
Little boys are afraid?
Testicles.
I am now looking at this post as extraordinarily showing of me. Not an answer, but a case study.
(Realizing that I really do need to relax. Being continuously on edge is the change.)
I can accept if this is not correct. I feel more assured. This is not the conclusion, but merely a part of the process stream.