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so alex...
has been completely outcasted..
anna...abandoned me again...for another boy...so when i want to talk about things...because shes about the only person i trust
melissa.....is ignoring mee..why...aparently because im a boy...
no melissa
i am not the normal guy
simply because i am single..
the "normal guy" is in a relationship...
and has a huge number of friends...
neither of which apply to me..
and the people
who i thought were going to let me in
be my friends..
said nope...
you are a distraction...
you need jesus a whole lot more than us.....
you are at a different place in your life...
no christians anonymous for you...
because we said so...
so hooray world...
thank you once again for a glorious shot down
burnt out...
destructive bit of life to toss in my mouth for me to chew on....
but honestly...
im apathetic at this point..
my feelings havent changed...
and i still wish to be close to those people
and im still trying to talk to anna
and melissa...
well
thats a different story in a different book
locked in a camera tossed into a laptop thrown at a computer lost in inventory because its really up at lp
in the best buy that peter built...for another day
so
ciao...
by the way..
I AM NOT A WASTE OF ANYTHING
if you care bout me only because of you feeling compelled by christ
shove off..
you fake
has been completely outcasted..
anna...abandoned me again...for another boy...so when i want to talk about things...because shes about the only person i trust
melissa.....is ignoring mee..why...aparently because im a boy...
no melissa
i am not the normal guy
simply because i am single..
the "normal guy" is in a relationship...
and has a huge number of friends...
neither of which apply to me..
and the people
who i thought were going to let me in
be my friends..
said nope...
you are a distraction...
you need jesus a whole lot more than us.....
you are at a different place in your life...
no christians anonymous for you...
because we said so...
so hooray world...
thank you once again for a glorious shot down
burnt out...
destructive bit of life to toss in my mouth for me to chew on....
but honestly...
im apathetic at this point..
my feelings havent changed...
and i still wish to be close to those people
and im still trying to talk to anna
and melissa...
well
thats a different story in a different book
locked in a camera tossed into a laptop thrown at a computer lost in inventory because its really up at lp
in the best buy that peter built...for another day
so
ciao...
by the way..
I AM NOT A WASTE OF ANYTHING
if you care bout me only because of you feeling compelled by christ
shove off..
you fake