Dec 01, 2007 03:13
todays another day, wake up with a smoke
fire it up , fire it up
stumble to the bathroom, god i wanna die
go back to the room, get my shit
fuck why?!
slowly make the trek down stairs
head pounding, throat dry
have another smoke,
fire it up, fire it up
make my way to the kitchen
gotta eat, fuck i wanna die
songs rolling through my head like memories
head to work, wanna die for eight hours
have a few more smokes
fire them up, fire them up
stumble through the front door , try not to make noise
eat half the contents of the fridge
grab the keys, light another smoke
fire it up, fire it up
head to the garage, grab the alcohol
fire it up, fire it up, the flesh be dammed, tattoo morrow future now, tattoo morrow
future now, yesterdays for mice and gods.
stumble back to the house, not careing, not worring, just wanting to die
god how did i get in this rut,
crash
tomorrow: do it all over again.