nothing's wrong just as long you know that someday I will.

Jan 31, 2006 23:05

Once again, I am such a dumbass.

Is it because I "care too much yet not enough" that I get worked up over the dumbest, dumbest things? Stupid. Stupid stupid stupid. Maybe I just shouldn't care at all. It'd make my life a lot easier.

On the other hand, this time didn't hurt as much as the other because that was done completely with malicious intent, and this one isn't.

On the other hand, this time hurt more for no reason because I knew from the start that this would happen.

GODDAMMIT CHAOS PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER.

I swear, if not for Advance Wars DS, I would go insane right now. This game is so needed to me right now. If I keep my mind on troop deployments and tactical use of artillery and tanks, I won't go thinking about other, more painful things.

Gotta quit being such an emo. C-Uni II is ending and I need to keep an eye on my work. Psychology coursework stuff needs to get done.

Someday, somehow, gonna make it all right but not right now... I know you're wondering when.

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