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Ok i really have a ton to say but i dont want to type it all, I am been well i want to say down but thats not the word, i guess its more reflective. Anyways i start the 3rd great job hunt tomarrow, there is one job i want really bad, its late hours and 7 bucks an hour ( not great but better than the last job) and all i do is check some stuff every hour and thats pretty much it. ok well i have some things to catch up on so i will say them in short list form.
1. Since willies annoucement of the wedding me and Dusty are getting very close, very very close, he is already filling the hole.
2. Willie has been an ass i was suposed to go up and spend the weekend with him, but he goes to chi-town without telling me, so i drove 5 hours and wasted gas, then got mad at me for being mad at him for not telling me, FUCK!
3. I have been drinking alot again. And guess what? I just dont care anymore. Its not the same as b4 i dont do it to forget, its just fun and i have fun with others who do it.
4. I got REALY sloshed this weekend and it was great, and i dont feel bad about it.
5. i have been going back to church the last 3 weeks, and i enjoy it, it took someone telling me church isnt about my selfish needs but about worshiping God, *DING* derr how dumb and blid was i being??? WAY
6. I died my hair all black, noone has even noticed...hehe oh well:P
7. I had a long conversation about jessical with her sisters old b/f who lives here in the dorms, and come to find out she cheated on me from day one, oh well i should just forget, but i am trying.
8. Stacie did my nails, and gave me a tour of the WHOLE building. *WOOT* WOW
9. Obviously im trying to come out of this whole shy anitsocial thing i have been in. But i know when i do alot of people wont like me, when i am back to the loud crude, obnoxious me i used to be, guess that suxs butwhat will happen will happen:P
10. I have to call baily now, so i will ttyl
1. Since willies annoucement of the wedding me and Dusty are getting very close, very very close, he is already filling the hole.
2. Willie has been an ass i was suposed to go up and spend the weekend with him, but he goes to chi-town without telling me, so i drove 5 hours and wasted gas, then got mad at me for being mad at him for not telling me, FUCK!
3. I have been drinking alot again. And guess what? I just dont care anymore. Its not the same as b4 i dont do it to forget, its just fun and i have fun with others who do it.
4. I got REALY sloshed this weekend and it was great, and i dont feel bad about it.
5. i have been going back to church the last 3 weeks, and i enjoy it, it took someone telling me church isnt about my selfish needs but about worshiping God, *DING* derr how dumb and blid was i being??? WAY
6. I died my hair all black, noone has even noticed...hehe oh well:P
7. I had a long conversation about jessical with her sisters old b/f who lives here in the dorms, and come to find out she cheated on me from day one, oh well i should just forget, but i am trying.
8. Stacie did my nails, and gave me a tour of the WHOLE building. *WOOT* WOW
9. Obviously im trying to come out of this whole shy anitsocial thing i have been in. But i know when i do alot of people wont like me, when i am back to the loud crude, obnoxious me i used to be, guess that suxs butwhat will happen will happen:P
10. I have to call baily now, so i will ttyl