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My grandma came and visisted me on monday she brought her current Client his name is Boyd. He is oober nice, and paid for my dinner. He alot easier to handle than the past clients that me and her have had. the only thing wronge with him is he is blind, that and he is seriously depressed; that tends to make my grandma down, but then she comes and see me. I had my first audio project due on moneday as well, It was very good other than i need to mix the voice up....and i will do that later today.
As for tuesdaay, hehe my grandma came to see me again!!!! YAY! There was a fire alrm thingy last night as well...It was stupid. Anyways i am starting to talk and meet new poeple. And idk if i like it or not, I just dont know how long i am going to live here. Butim the fire alarm drill thingy i talked to a few poeple that i kinda talked to once in a while; and i wasnt even nervous, i just didnt know what to say, so its nice not to be feeling that overwhelming. I think i figured out why i got like that, I mean i was NEVER! like that befor, but after me and jessica broke up, i turn inward trying to figure out what it was that was wronge with me, trying to seeif i was worthy of having friends or not, and the friend i had i guess i just thought that they HAD to be my friend since i knew them so long. Anyways, its funny that a flash cartoon on the internet made me realise something....hehe Foamy says "you dont need to validate yourself in and insignificant other, got over it and live your life, enjoy it" hehe i edited some bad words out, but that pretty much it, ahh the wisdom. I have a friend who wants me to move to chicago when he moves back, and i am seriously considering it, and if wouldnt be till may, so it would be after Willie & Haley's wedding. And on that note, I am already noticeing a difference in our relationship, i guess i knew it was comming but i didnt expect it to happen so abruptly. He used to call me once or twice a day, and i havent talked to him in lik 4 day since he told me he was engaged. It really sucks. I REALY it honestly makes me want to cry.
So i got my first 'professional' style web host. And well its kicking my fecking ass. I cant get any of my web pages to show up, they are in the corect file and what not, but idk, I think i will be going in to talk to Mr. Brooks for help and if he can help then i will go the the other teacher.
With my project comming out so good, and LOT of time on my hands i decided to start a new porject. I bought some recording stuff last night, i got a really nice mix board, and a pretty good mic, to record....also i Illegaly down loaded some recording software:P and alsom some drum machines, and i am going to down load some sound effects, and start recording more stuff. I have 3 scripts to record, and am working on another on i hope it turns out really well :)....its definaly going to be a learning experince. I got the idea a while back when Stacie introduce this guy bradley hathaway to me and i really like what he is doing. Then a week or so ago i found a band that was really weird; Hollywood Undead. They are like a emo screamo rap band, if that makes since they have like a gazillion members, but i like them, and MOST not all of their lyric, but yeah thats is all for now, I have pictures ro post but i will wait untill another post to post them.....and i skipped class to do this so you all should feel speical
As for tuesdaay, hehe my grandma came to see me again!!!! YAY! There was a fire alrm thingy last night as well...It was stupid. Anyways i am starting to talk and meet new poeple. And idk if i like it or not, I just dont know how long i am going to live here. Butim the fire alarm drill thingy i talked to a few poeple that i kinda talked to once in a while; and i wasnt even nervous, i just didnt know what to say, so its nice not to be feeling that overwhelming. I think i figured out why i got like that, I mean i was NEVER! like that befor, but after me and jessica broke up, i turn inward trying to figure out what it was that was wronge with me, trying to seeif i was worthy of having friends or not, and the friend i had i guess i just thought that they HAD to be my friend since i knew them so long. Anyways, its funny that a flash cartoon on the internet made me realise something....hehe Foamy says "you dont need to validate yourself in and insignificant other, got over it and live your life, enjoy it" hehe i edited some bad words out, but that pretty much it, ahh the wisdom. I have a friend who wants me to move to chicago when he moves back, and i am seriously considering it, and if wouldnt be till may, so it would be after Willie & Haley's wedding. And on that note, I am already noticeing a difference in our relationship, i guess i knew it was comming but i didnt expect it to happen so abruptly. He used to call me once or twice a day, and i havent talked to him in lik 4 day since he told me he was engaged. It really sucks. I REALY it honestly makes me want to cry.
So i got my first 'professional' style web host. And well its kicking my fecking ass. I cant get any of my web pages to show up, they are in the corect file and what not, but idk, I think i will be going in to talk to Mr. Brooks for help and if he can help then i will go the the other teacher.
With my project comming out so good, and LOT of time on my hands i decided to start a new porject. I bought some recording stuff last night, i got a really nice mix board, and a pretty good mic, to record....also i Illegaly down loaded some recording software:P and alsom some drum machines, and i am going to down load some sound effects, and start recording more stuff. I have 3 scripts to record, and am working on another on i hope it turns out really well :)....its definaly going to be a learning experince. I got the idea a while back when Stacie introduce this guy bradley hathaway to me and i really like what he is doing. Then a week or so ago i found a band that was really weird; Hollywood Undead. They are like a emo screamo rap band, if that makes since they have like a gazillion members, but i like them, and MOST not all of their lyric, but yeah thats is all for now, I have pictures ro post but i will wait untill another post to post them.....and i skipped class to do this so you all should feel speical