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I have spent a year, in running things based on what I wish to do, based on my self-will, all against the best wishes of this program. My life run on self-will is flat out shit, I did it before and I can very easily do it again. I woke up this day, the day after having a complete year, and found myself unsympathetic and not caring. "I'm sorry you feel the way you feel, but that is your fuckin' problem." It is time to reevaluate my all the aspects in my life.