today, friday the 13th

[chaos_gate]

for some reason, i wasn't really worried about my grades. i was too busy waiting/worrying/practicing in the competition. the wait was horrible. not to mention i almost had heart attacks cause of watching everyone spar. sudden death is scary

so when i got home and had to face the moment of truth, i didn't fail physics!!!!!!!!!!! aieh!!!!!!!!!!!! i MUST do better this trim. i already know my weakness, but what's the cure for not having long term memory for science? ugh

so, we ate out to "celebrate". haha. well, at least for me it was. i got to feast! feast i tell you, feast! meaning, just eat to my heart's content. mango shakes are so good when you haven't had them in such a long time. so, after drinking my tea, i saw a tea stalk floating. it may have not been upright, but it was already a sign of good luck for me, since it was driday the 13th. hehe

other random thoughts:
my cd hasn't arrived yet! T_T this was the only thing that made me sad today.
i finally got to play a few songs from my beloved rent piano book!
i got kilig over finding out that two people that deserve each other are together

edit:
-coach ato was such a dad during the competition.  he kept buying us food, but we very well couldn't eat all of it or else we'd all be bloated by the time our matches came
-it was funny when we got our weights.  haha.  ironic too
-during dinner, my dad didn't let me escape an inevitable party for my birthday.  after i thought we were done with party talk, he tells me our relatives from the states are coming for my birthday! gah.  trapped in a corner.  a big dinner's better than a debut.  let there be no dancing.  i'll live through that without dancing
-i can cook.  well, make sushi.  i can live with that, i guess. haha