Happy bday~!
Happy Birthday hanakohikari! I know it's not today but oh well.
Since I'm not so good at doing graphics, I wrote a fic for you ;u; I hope you like it - it's Reituki. I made an exception with this because I know you love Reituki, right?
So, here you go:
You know that feeling when you’re figuratively hanging on two ropes? Another one is red, tying you to your love and another is plain grey. That one ties you to your life. You are desperately keeping those ropes in your fists, knowing that they are so fragile, so easy to break. Sometimes those ropes tangle to each other, making a strong bond between them. But that phenomenon is very rare. You rarely see it happen. My life rope was in a huge mess around me, though at the same time I hardly kept it between my fingers. My love rope then again... I wanted someone to catch it, since I had dropped it somewhere. I wanted someone to catch it and gently hand it to me.
It was another boring day in my life. I grabbed my bag, stuffed it with couple of notebooks and pencils and made my way to the nearest cafe. The weather was lovely - typical autumn, a bit cold and grey heaven. I ordered hot chocolate and sat on one of those comfy sofas. Black comfy sofa, a few red pillows, me and my notebooks.
People were right. I had completely lost myself in to the world of imaginary since my life was nothing but an empty wall. I started to do something where I was good - writing. I created a world for me, life for me. No, I didn’t use a computer. Everything I had created was done by my hands. The text and the drawings. There was a world between pages - my world. When you opened the first page, you could see this small apartment in a block of flats, located in the middle of the city. Every single piece was designed very carefully, nothing being left out.
He woke up in his new apartment; his fingers were touching the blanket caringly. This was his new life - a life everyone should be proud of.
I had forgotten my headphones home but it didn’t matter. I was in there already, making some breakfast. People were looking at me. What should I have expected from those plank human beings? Let them watch - they won’t ever see what’s in me, what’s here.
Suddenly he heard a knock on his door. Wondering “who’s there” he went to the door and opened it.
I couldn’t stop smiling. He was gorgeous, lived in the house next to mine. We met few months ago in a grocery store, then at the cafe.
He was so silly thinking that a gentle smile would save the day. Funny thing was - it really saved the day. He greeted this man with a tight hug.
"Good morning."
Remember all the talk about two ropes? Well, there was a grey rope inside my notebook. I also knew where I could find the red one. The red string of faith. It was on the page 176. Chapter 35 - the unexpected sentence. Was I crazy? Insane? No. I just didn’t like this reality, so I created my own. It is as real as your stupid reality with huge expectations.
He received a brief kiss from the taller man. Today that man was wearing a white t-shirt and black jeans. He was thinking it looked good.
I shook my head and turned to a page 177. There was going to be an answer to my question what I left there yesterday. I hid the answer with my hand. At the same time I heard the little ringing from the door. I raised my head and looked there. That man. He smiled at me and took his first steps towards me. My heart was bumping too fast; I couldn’t handle that situation anymore. I had proven that it was true. He sat in front of me and watched my eyes for a while. I stood up and hugged him. I hugged him for real - and I loved him.
Why are you even asking?