Happy Valentine's Day Everyone!!
It's been quite a while since I updated. I go through weird periods of not wanting to communicate with anyone. I've felt sorta depressed lately, I think mainly just because I went from being sick to PMS. Hopefully that's all behind me now though.
Valentines day hasn't been anything special so far. I told J.R. "Happy Valentine's Day" when he was leaving for work a little bit ago and he said "Oh yeah..Happy Valentine's Day. I didn't get you anything." How romantic. We've never really been big fans of this 'holiday' cause it's obviously just a commercialized Hallmark holiday. We've always said how we don't need a special day to show each other our love. I don't feel the need for him to get me stuff like jewelry or candy, but the romantic part of me would appreciate it if he had even remembered it was Valentine's Day and given me a card or flower. I guess that's sorta hypocritical of our agreement, but I can't help it. (I think the fact that I watched 'Don Juan DeMarco' last night isn't helping either, lol.) Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining about J.R. at all. He does stuff for me all the time and he's the best. I've just felt sorta blah lately and could've used something to make me happy. I think J.R. knew I was a little upset so if he does happen to bring me something tonight, it'll just be out of guilt, which will probably make me feel worse.
Wow, what a sunshine-filled post this was. I hate when my entries sound all depressing.
Valentines day hasn't been anything special so far. I told J.R. "Happy Valentine's Day" when he was leaving for work a little bit ago and he said "Oh yeah..Happy Valentine's Day. I didn't get you anything." How romantic. We've never really been big fans of this 'holiday' cause it's obviously just a commercialized Hallmark holiday. We've always said how we don't need a special day to show each other our love. I don't feel the need for him to get me stuff like jewelry or candy, but the romantic part of me would appreciate it if he had even remembered it was Valentine's Day and given me a card or flower. I guess that's sorta hypocritical of our agreement, but I can't help it. (I think the fact that I watched 'Don Juan DeMarco' last night isn't helping either, lol.) Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining about J.R. at all. He does stuff for me all the time and he's the best. I've just felt sorta blah lately and could've used something to make me happy. I think J.R. knew I was a little upset so if he does happen to bring me something tonight, it'll just be out of guilt, which will probably make me feel worse.
Wow, what a sunshine-filled post this was. I hate when my entries sound all depressing.