ok...updating now! here's what is up fella's!!!!!
okie dokie, well you all definitely wanna know what is going now don't you? ok well let's see, me and mandy broke up on october 24th....late at night and yea, since then i have been in a pretty good mood. as most of you understand all too well, but so that is what happened like 3 weeks ago or something like that. but yea, it's all about the single life now, and i just talked to pov and he made so much sense to me cuz he didn't give me the fuckin' back story on things, he just told me the truth and not what i wanted to hear unlike most people have been lately...but anyways, it just totally clicked with me, me and him were talking about the whole me moving on too fast thing, so he says "thats a highly controversial issue... how soon is too soon after you date someone to go out with someone else... i say hell... if the girl you are moving on to isnt the reason of the breakup who cares" and it is so true...it was the best advice i have ever gotten by anyone and so me and him talked a lot more about a lot of things, even random things. but so it was awesome...so that was my night. but i am living the single life really well now. i have kissed 3 girls since me and mandy broke up...later i might tell you all who all of the girls, but i am not sure who all will be seeing this and i dont want some people to see it. but i might edit this or something, but anyways...so this 3rd girl that most people don't know about is really awesome, she is really hot and yea, well i have liked her since 8th grade so, it's amazing. i love it, and i am thinking that she will be my final decision to date, but things with kaeleigh seem to be getting better. which is good just not what i would of thoght were to happen, oh well, thank you all who have been supporting me despite what you think would be best. it still makes me feel good when i know i have real friends who care about what i think about things and whether or not i am happy or not over, should he or shouldn't he...thanks everyone, i will talk to you all later, and thank you all for being there for me.