Its been awhile

[chao_blade]

Wow, it has been a long time since ive updated this. idk, i just havent had the urge to update this lately. it just seemed like it wasnt worth it. but im bored tonight and so i guess i might as well. so spring break has started. PARTY thats all i can say, and thats all thats been goin on these past two nights. fuckin awesome. more to come this week for sure.

well there has been alot goin on in my life, and its too much to type out so i wont. feel free to ask if u'd wanna know. well, yea, idk, its all good now i think. idk whats up but tonight i just am feeling really depressed. i havent felt this way since the day she ended things, and i dont know y i am feeling like this, hopefully it goes away, cuz i just hate this feeling.

idk what else to write. so this is all

bye

"Smile
Though your heart is aching
Smile
Even though it's breaking
When there are clouds
In the sky,
You'll get by
If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile
And maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun
Come shining through
For you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear
May be ever so near
That's the time
You must keep on trying
Smile
What's the use of crying?
You'll find that life
Is still worth-while
If you just smile
Smile"