Thoughts

Jul 19, 2005 14:27

Hi everybody,
I`ve been thinking quite a bit lately (gee, that`s a good thing!!! LOL :P) and I`ve decided to post some of the more interesting ones here. I`m sure you`ll all be thrilled with these excursions of my brain so I`ll get right to them! ;)
Recently, I looked up my sign in the Chinese zodiac, just to see if it`s description of myself held any resemblance to the actual "me". I was really suprised with how close it really was. It said that I was a pleasant person to be around, a comforter, someone that people liked to talk to (which I think is true but you can all correct me on that one if I`m totally wrong! :D) But it also said that I get so sentimental about things that some people view me as superficial. Sadly, this is also true. I`ve often been asked the question, "Are you for real?!? Can someone actually smile that much and be happy almost all the time?!?" I find this to be very upsetting... that people think I`m putting on an act when I`m just being myself. Isn`t it a life-long goal of people to find out who they are, to accept and be happy with that person, and then actually BE that someone for the rest of their lives? I AM myself when I`m happy or smiling or helping someone. It confuses me when others think that is weird or fake. Taken to a deeper level, that means they think that I`m a "poser" and everything I am is a lie. If you can believe it, one guy actually told me that he couldn`t be friends with me, that he DISLIKED me, for being too happy and nice!! I was absolutely stunned... as well as found speechless! I mean, how does someone respond to something like that?
Anyways, I guess that just goes to prove that zodiac signs have some veritability. Check yours out... maybe you`ll go on as long a mental excerices as I did. :)
News Flash: Keith Richards, guitarist from the band the Rolling Stones, will play the part of the father of Captian Jack Sparrow in the upcoming Pirates of the Caribbean 2 (and 3 perhaps?). Richards was the inspiration for Johnny Deppe`s portrayal of the Captain and for that reason, was the perfect choice for this role. I heard this last night on Music Plus and I knew it would interest Manda and others if they hadn`t already found out. Orli, Johnny, and Rock... what could be better? ;P
Other than that, I`ve have decided to cool down on my obsessions with Brad, Heath, and Johnathan Reese Myers. All of them a bit too old for me I guess... but that does not prevent me from still believing that they are some of the most gorgeous men on the planet. All that`s changing is that I`m not TOTALLY OBSESSED with them. (Note: This does not mean I`m not allowed to squee, shriek, halucinate, etc. when I see them or look-a-likes however. :) Oh, and if you`re wondering about Orli, he`s always been Amanda`s obsession more than my own. :D I`ll still shriek about him though. ;P) I found I can`t cool down on Justin because I have a very sentimental attatchment to my first obsession, his dance moves... and plus I`d have to change ALL my internet contact info. :D
Why has this all occurred you ask? Well, the fact is I got a NEW obsession and figured that I would die from exhaustion if I kept all my old obsessions running at high power. (Yes, I`m begining to sound like a utility station! :D) Who is the NEW guy? Well, I`m going to keep you all in suspense on that one for a bit... but have no fear, his icons will be appearing on all my posts shortly! You can try to guess however... It could be a fun game! I`ll give a hug to the person who guesses him first when I get back. Now that you know that`s the reward, my comments will be filling up non-stop! :P :D Enjoy your last days with Heath!
Je vous aime beaucoup!!!!
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