Mar 17, 2010 17:33
Chantelle Whitten. I see my name has stained your tongue with your Malevolent, redundant comments. It must taste good, its in everyones mouth lately. I’m a 16 year old billboard, advertising unadulterated originality. I fit into no category. Don’t tag me with a label, for I am not a product. My made-up eyes, colossal hair, and insubordinate attitude is What I am. “copying” is not my thing. I act/look how I want to, because that’s what I aspire. Have you ever seen the movie “thirteen”? I have lived that life, that was my past life so don’t bring it up. I am changing my life, yet I’m still rebellious to an extent. Maybe reality is blonde hair, plastic body parts, tan skin and porcelain teeth? I think it’s sweaty skin, smeared lipstick and a big mouth, being afraid of nothing and truly LOVING yourself without BEING someone else. I have a dream to live in neverland. I am a childish, yet exceptionally mature. I want to grow older as slowly as possible, to live this one life I have with how I want to be remembered. I have oaky roots, and am an authentic redneck at heart. My country fried accent comes out sometimes. I cut and dye Hair, one of my many passions. I change my look constantly, not because I’m not happy with my appearance but because I love change. I enjoy blood and gore, things you would find disgusting. I find gruesome things beautiful. I pierce myself when I get bored. I escape through writing and photography. Love doesn’t have a gender. Do not judge me on my choice of sexual orientation. Do not say its hot that I’m bi. I will find you ignorant. Do not underestimate my intelligence or my capability. I play blonde and dim-witted sometimes, but I am quite smart. I have a problem with tending to those with needs, whom then take advantage of my sympathy. I cant fix your problems. I am a great listener, and I try to help. But I no longer let people acquire advantage over myself. I am a exalted friend, though I seem to have very few. Talk to me, see my true colors. Because I can assure you, I’m not who you think I am. I do not jusge people or hold grudges. I give everyone chances, second chances, and sometimes more. Though don’t disappoint me, cause there’s no guarantees. Friends and family are my everything.