update
ok so i guess its time for me to update this thing. its unfortunate i dont do this on a more daily bases.
ok so goin back to my bday....i was depressed and in the worst sort of funk the entire day. it wasnt until about 8pm that i snapped out of it and i was sorta forced into it cuz iwas goin out wit the fam and glenda was buggin cuzi was in the funk. we went to a bar, the chessmens, and then to caberet... i sorta chilld but had a good time...a memory from that nite is me and my sis doin the cha cha slide in front of everyone... thats my jam at this time and ill break it down anywhere and pat wanted me to dance wit her so we both did. it was fun....i thought i was the shit too haha. until one of them told me that my crack showed....oh well..... another memory of course was me watchin pat dance the choreographed dances and everyone followin her while she took the lead....i swear time sorta jus slowed down like they do in the movies and she was dancin and had a big ass smile on her face...
me and nicole have been gettin our chill on. umm if i didnt ride about horsebackriding then that is some bullshit....i was maad souped to go. me and nicole went and i had the tempremental starbucks. i forgot wat nicoles horse was named...we had a lil girl on our trip which i think influenced the speed we went. i wanna go hiking!!! why cant i have a car!?! summer is almost over....
umm what else has happnd...jrs gonna be a daddy....umm ive been tryna have some good times during my weeknds unfortunately i dont really recall them....oh! blaire picked me up and brought me to RI one wknd...i dunno if i wrote about that but i had a good time..it was like spur of the moment and i was happy...umm what else....ive been to some cookouts....i dunno if i wrote about glendas...that was fun. i took some great pics of the fam....
james jr got shot and im pissed i didnt make him take a correct photo at the cookout but i got a side one....umm i dunno what else.
im gettin tired of my job already because this shit sux. like they dont have any work for me and im literally spendin all my time bull shittin. even the stuff i cud do...the petty shit like draw the invoices that need to be paid...lucille doesnt give me...its like what the hell? and u see me there...what the fuck does she think i be doin all day...esp when there are not many invoices coming in thru the mail....so yea thats my job
ive went as far as answerin craigslist postings....i want friends...i need a car and my credit....*sigh*
i want my own place already. something! anything! i need my space and to be able to play music when i want....im missin my music...
ok so goin back to my bday....i was depressed and in the worst sort of funk the entire day. it wasnt until about 8pm that i snapped out of it and i was sorta forced into it cuz iwas goin out wit the fam and glenda was buggin cuzi was in the funk. we went to a bar, the chessmens, and then to caberet... i sorta chilld but had a good time...a memory from that nite is me and my sis doin the cha cha slide in front of everyone... thats my jam at this time and ill break it down anywhere and pat wanted me to dance wit her so we both did. it was fun....i thought i was the shit too haha. until one of them told me that my crack showed....oh well..... another memory of course was me watchin pat dance the choreographed dances and everyone followin her while she took the lead....i swear time sorta jus slowed down like they do in the movies and she was dancin and had a big ass smile on her face...
me and nicole have been gettin our chill on. umm if i didnt ride about horsebackriding then that is some bullshit....i was maad souped to go. me and nicole went and i had the tempremental starbucks. i forgot wat nicoles horse was named...we had a lil girl on our trip which i think influenced the speed we went. i wanna go hiking!!! why cant i have a car!?! summer is almost over....
umm what else has happnd...jrs gonna be a daddy....umm ive been tryna have some good times during my weeknds unfortunately i dont really recall them....oh! blaire picked me up and brought me to RI one wknd...i dunno if i wrote about that but i had a good time..it was like spur of the moment and i was happy...umm what else....ive been to some cookouts....i dunno if i wrote about glendas...that was fun. i took some great pics of the fam....
james jr got shot and im pissed i didnt make him take a correct photo at the cookout but i got a side one....umm i dunno what else.
im gettin tired of my job already because this shit sux. like they dont have any work for me and im literally spendin all my time bull shittin. even the stuff i cud do...the petty shit like draw the invoices that need to be paid...lucille doesnt give me...its like what the hell? and u see me there...what the fuck does she think i be doin all day...esp when there are not many invoices coming in thru the mail....so yea thats my job
ive went as far as answerin craigslist postings....i want friends...i need a car and my credit....*sigh*
i want my own place already. something! anything! i need my space and to be able to play music when i want....im missin my music...