wake up call
Saturday was supposed to be the day in which I had a goodtime. I was excited for it. I hung out with all of my family members during the day so that I would have the evening free. I waited and waited for the call. I got the number where I shouldve been able to reach you, no answer. A call would’ve been ok, a call to say “ hey im not gonna be able to hang out with you” but instead all I got was fucking silence. Nothing! And that just sent me the message that you don’t give a fuck about me. Maybe before, but not now, ,not if you cant even call me and say make other plans. I hope your ok, but just to let u know that hurt more than anything. Ive only been hurt once like that before. They say the first is not ur fault. But if it happens twice…its on you. So I guess the blame does end up on me. Thanks for this lesson