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I feel a bit lonely, tonight. Not in a bad way, necessarily. Just in particular ways. Missing people who are elsewhere. We're all so busy with day-to-day life, at this point, it's an unexpected joy just to get a phone call/have one answered.
But at least there are still those phone calls. I'm just indulging myself a bit more that usual of late, in wanting for things that can't be. Which is pretty much the only time I come to this site, really.
Just to vent, and to sort, and to remember.
Love is the big one, of those three. And there's none of that, romantically speaking, at present. Not for want of trying, on the part of a couple of guys. Just for lack of interest, on my part.
I really can't be bothered with it, on the whole. Even the on-again, off-again of recent partners was quickly squelched.
And it's not that I don't want it. It's just that I don't want it here.
Ah, hell. Enough griping for one day. Time for sleep.
But at least there are still those phone calls. I'm just indulging myself a bit more that usual of late, in wanting for things that can't be. Which is pretty much the only time I come to this site, really.
Just to vent, and to sort, and to remember.
Love is the big one, of those three. And there's none of that, romantically speaking, at present. Not for want of trying, on the part of a couple of guys. Just for lack of interest, on my part.
I really can't be bothered with it, on the whole. Even the on-again, off-again of recent partners was quickly squelched.
And it's not that I don't want it. It's just that I don't want it here.
Ah, hell. Enough griping for one day. Time for sleep.