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wow..i have not updated in a long while. hmmm..
ive been going to michelle's new apt a lot. its super nice, and i like hangin out there with melinda and kimmy, watchin my so called life or golden girls or clarissa explains it all. now that is some classic shit.
ive been workin out like cuhrazzzy lately. i go to the gym like 5 or 6 times a week. and i eat freakishly healthy, its insane. im amazed at the fact that im actually keeping this thing up. im just tired of being a fat, lazy bastard. and i have high cholesterol, so im trying to avoid getting a heart attack at an early age. i think the best part of all this is the fact that i quit smoking! well, its only been a little over 2 weeks since my last cigarette, but ive had no cravings whatsoever, and i took a puff from a cigarette a few days ago and i actually hated it! so that is a fantastic sign that i may actually quit for good.
so i have super bad news. i dont think i will be able to make it to cali this summer. reason being that my dad is going to india in a couple of days due to the death of his cousin and my grandpa is really sick. and he has to take care of some business when it comes to the house that we were trying to build there. hes not coming back til september, a few weeks before i leave for poland. im so so sooo sad about this. i wish i could change things. the only thing i was looking forward to was my trip to cali. my.life.is.now.officially.over. but i will go either this christmas holiday or next summer, if people still remember me. i will make it to cali, even if its the last thing i do in life.
on a lighter note, my buddy latoya (one of my classmates from poland) is flyin from NYC to come seee meeee!!! i am SO excited. we're just gonna be intoxicated the whole damn weekend. i absolutely cannot wait. yesssssss.
haha. bad boys 2 is hilarious.
oh, and nobody go see dark water. it is the most nonscary movie i have ever seen in my life. supremely disappointed.
ok..need to get up early tomorrow. love you.