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wow, havent updated in awhile.
school finally started back up again. everyone is back thank God. the people who went to egypt surprised me with a 2 foot hookah. shit, i love them. so thoughtful. i use that thing almost everyday. the new yorkers got me this beautiful handpainted ashtray from greece and this pimp ass lighter. hahaha everyone is supporting my habit, thanks guys ;)
i am really ready for this year to be over. i just want to go back home. actually, i want to go cali. i miss it sooo much. i have to live there, i HAVE to. i really do think i was meant to spend the rest of my life there. its where im truly happy. someone told me that the program that im in wont allow me to work in cali, and i flipped out. it was to the point where i thought i should transfer to the caribbean. some of my friends are doing that. i dont know too much about that program though, but it looks great. honestly, all i know is i need to be able to practice in cali. i dont think i will be happy anywhere else. i really dont think i will. i need to figure this out...
man, i really need to go home. its been fun, i love the people i live with, but damn, i need a break from poland. havent been home since december.
i miss chris so much. i havent been able to talk to him for like a week. i dont want him to think i dont give a shit. i have to put money on my phone, and a 15-20 min convo to the US is like 20 bucks. and ive been broke for quite some time now haha. havent been able to put money on my phone. damn, i miss him so much. when i talk to him, thats when im truly happy. damn.
it smells like honey mustard in my apt.
gonna go make some breakfast food and hit up the hookah now. woohoo!