Oct 30, 2005 06:45
Dear Spam and Amy and anyone else who feels I flaked,
Sorry I didn't go last night. I fell asleep while getting ready. Yes, this means I went to bed stupidly early again. I really need to check out why I am going to bed so early and for so long.
Love,
Chan
I keep looking at college websites and sighing. Yeah, I am totally making a huge mistake.
I am tired all the time and I am starting to not care about anything. I wake up and go to work and come home. Sometimes, I do laundry. On Saturdays, I see my sister. Sunday nights, I spend a little bit of time with my friends. It's a fairly balanced life, except I just don't care. I don't like feeling this way.
I think I need a vacation.