Bah. I hate those emotional roller coasters . . .
And I'm NO WHERE near my period.
Basically, I'm sorta miffed at a few things. Mainly myself. I don't seem to be able to function enough or prepare myself well enough. Nickie has lost patience with me, understandably. But some of those weren't my fault.
Second my phone is dead. This explains why if you were calling purhaps I didn't pick it up. My phone won't turn on or ring or do ANYTHING. Very frustrating. I am ganna try and get a new phone tomorrow.
I'm so frustrated. I hate my job. I hate having my life involved only with my job. It is overly hot. I can't seem to fit in anywhere.
Second, I'm sort of lonely. It seems that everyone has forgotten me. Or something. Things are against my social life. I'm trying to improve, but it is really hard to cling onto the friends I've had when I make newer ones. I'm a horrible woman; I should be able to multi-task! Dimmit!
Blah.
Basically, I'm sorta miffed at a few things. Mainly myself. I don't seem to be able to function enough or prepare myself well enough. Nickie has lost patience with me, understandably. But some of those weren't my fault.
Second my phone is dead. This explains why if you were calling purhaps I didn't pick it up. My phone won't turn on or ring or do ANYTHING. Very frustrating. I am ganna try and get a new phone tomorrow.
I'm so frustrated. I hate my job. I hate having my life involved only with my job. It is overly hot. I can't seem to fit in anywhere.
Second, I'm sort of lonely. It seems that everyone has forgotten me. Or something. Things are against my social life. I'm trying to improve, but it is really hard to cling onto the friends I've had when I make newer ones. I'm a horrible woman; I should be able to multi-task! Dimmit!
Blah.