Oct 14, 2005 13:18
Okay, so I think I need to get in the habit of writing again. I love reading the entries by my friends, but when I am done, I usually just stare at the screen and wonder if I really have anything I want to say. I have discovered that you can never find anything to say unless you just start writing. I love my life. It is crazy, filled with bills, errands, cleaning, meals, etc. and I love it. I love the freedom it gives me to be the Executive in the home. Scott gives me as much freedom and support as I want, and now I get to have him around more.
Last night was Scott's last "11pm getting back from work" night. From now on, he will be home by 5 every night, and eating lunch with me every day. Finally, we will be able to establish good routines, and spend good quality time together. This means that we don't have to cramm everything into the weekends, and that we don't have to feel hostile to friends and family who clammer for our attention. We can do both comfortably. Even better is the fact that I don't have to be pregnant with my husband on the road all the time. I was having nightmares about going into labor while Scott was in Colorado City (where he doesn't get reception)and me having the baby. The other thing I am exciting about is that this job will definately be good for Scott on an intellectual level. He will be learning all sorts of new things and discovering new capacities he didn't know he had. It also frees his time up for his hobbies and for reading, which I really haven't given him time to do on the weekends. And it all starts today (or rather monday to be specific.)