Chapter 5 ღ Waking back up ღ
Changmin pov: I woke up seeing the figure next to me still sleeping but couldn't see his face. I saw that it was 9:00 A.M. and got up to wash my face and my teeth. Although I did not know this stranger, not know who he was, and did not know his name, he was really nice, and kind to me. Although I didn't see his face, or knew who he was, he felt really special to me.
He felt as if he was a really special person to me and that he was so precious to me. I came out of the bathroom and didn't see him anymore, I wonder where did he go. I dried my face and walked out into his room where the piano was.
There he was, playing the piano again. "Hello" I said. "Hi, did you sleep well last night?" He asked. "Ah, yeah, I did. Thank you for letting me sleep with you last night. It must've been crowded." I said and walked to him.
"Oh no it's wasn't. It was just perfect, at least I get to sleep with someone by my side and feel warm and no alone by myself everynight." He said. Hearing him say that made me sad and he must've lonely.
"Oh ok." That's all I could say. "Ey, how old are you?" I asked. "I'm 20." He replied. "Oh really? Then you my hyung than." I said. "Yep." He said and played a song that was for the holiday that was coming. It was christmas that was coming and it was so pretty how he played it.
"Hyung, what's that song that your playing?" I asked and took a seat next to him. "Magical Castle." He replied. (I'm listening to Magical Castle now that's why I put it in here.) "Really? Sounds really pretty. Who composed it?" I asked him.
"I did." He said. (I know he didn't compose it, it's just FF.) "Really? Wow, your really good at composing right hyung?" I asked and looking at him although I couldn't see his face.
"Thank you." He said as he kept playing the song. I listened as he played the song. It made me happy just to be able to stay by his side, although I didn't know who he was. Days went by and it was one more week until christmas.
"Hey Hyung, what are we doing for Christmas?" I asked him as we put up the tree. "Well, we're going to celebrate Christmas of course." He said. "Oh ok." I said and put some decorative christmas things on the tree.
"Hyung, what do you want for Christmas?" I asked him. "For Christmas?" He said. "Yes, for Christmas." I said back. "I don't know, Why?" He asked.
"Well, I was just curious." I said. "What do you want?" He asked me. "Me?" I said. "I want.......Jaejoong." I said. "Jaejoong, the one who left you? The one you loved?" He said. "Yes, the one that was really special to me." I said and thought about his smile.
"Well, he might just come back, You never know." My hyung said. "Come back? What do you mean?" I asked him. "I mean that maybe he you will see him again." He said.
"That's impossible, He died two years ago, how can he come back?" I said and laughed. "Whatever." My hyung said and we finished decorating the Christmas tree.
"Hungry?" He asked. "Yep!" I answered like a little kid. "Ok, I'll go and fix something for us to eat." He said and left to the kitchen. I sat down in front of the Christmas tree and looked at all the colorful lights that was on there and how pretty and colorful it was.
How I wish Jaejoong could've been here with me. How I wish I could've spent Christmas with him. I didn't know that being in love can hurt me so much and feel so painful once the one you love has left you.
"Jaejoong ah" I whispered and feel tears coming down my eyes. Feeling sad and hurt from how much I missed him, how much it hurted just being here without him. I wish that I would've confessed my love to him before he had died.
"Jaejoong ah, I miss you." I said and cried on my arms. I couldn't stop the tears for coming down and I couldn't stop myself from thinking about how Jaejoong would always smile at every little thing.
I missed everything about him. I just wish that Jaejoong could come back and just let me tell him that I loved him. "Hey Changmin! The food is ready! Come and eat it!" He yelled and I wiped my tears away and tried to calm down and went to eat.
After we ate he washed the dishes and I went out to the balcony. I wore my blue scarf and a light blue sweater and some blue jeans. It was snowing, how I wish that Jaejoong could've been by my side.
The view was really pretty. "Hey Changmin, what are you doing?" He asked. "Nothing, just getting some fresh air and looking at the view." I told him.
"Oh ok." He said and gave me some hot chocolate. "Thanks." I said and drunk it. But at least I got someone to be with and feel safe with now that my hyung is by my side.
It was so much fun being with my hyung. All those days that I spent with him was fun. We talked and laughed, and joked around and had fun. Days passed by and it was the day before Christmas, My hyung wasn't here when I woke up.
I just thought that maybe he went out but I waited and waited and he didn't come home. It was 12:00 at midnight and he didn't come home. It was almost Christmas and there was a present I wanted to get him.
I decided to go out and see if I could find him. I started to walked around but didn't see anything. Soon I walked some where, where there was a cliff and water oceans and big waves coming. I saw a figure that looked like my hyung and he was wearing the same clothes as me.
I went closer and saw that it was my hyung. "Hyung!" I shouted out. He turned around and I could finally see his face. It was Jaejoong! His face was full of tears btu he was still smiling.
I couldn't believe it, all those time that I was with was with him. All those time I called him hyung when I should've called him Jaejoong. "Jaejoong!" I yelled.
He smiled and backed up. "Stop! Jaejoong! Please don't leave me again!" I yelled and was now crying to cause I missed him so much.
"No! Please! Please don't go! Please! Jaejoong!" I yelled and ran towards him. But he backed up even more. "Changmin ah, it was nice being with you. All those times was nice and it was very happy and precious to me. I'm sorry that you couldn't see my face. I'm sorry Changmin. I loved you so much but I couldn't be with you in the end. I wanted to give you a present. It's in the tree. Remember to listen to it and look at the present." Jaejoong said and I didn't want him to go. Not yet.
"Go and get the present, I'll wait for you." Jaejoong said and I nodded. I ran as fast as I could to go and get the present that he told me too. "Where? Where?" I asked myself and look in the tree.
I finally found it and opened it. There was a cell phone and a neckalace. I opened the phone as a video popped up. "Changmin ah, I loved you so much. I'm sorry that you couldn't be with me. Till this day, I still love you. I still remember our promise Changmin. Do you? Our promise was that we would see each other always and that I would always smile for you. By the time your done watching this, I'll be gone, So here is your last time seeing me smile. Remember, Always smile for me." The video ended and I looked at the neckalace.
It said, "Remember, Always smile for me." On there and it had a lock on there. "Jaejoong ah!" I yelled and ran back to where Jaejoong was.
"Jaejoong! No!" I yelled as he spread his arms out and fell back ward. "JAEJOONG!!!! NO!!!!!!" I yelled so loud that I blacked out again.
When I woke up, I was in a hospital. "Jaejoong!" I yelled and sat up. I looked around and saw that I was in the hospital. "Jaejoong, Jaejoong, was..was that all a d...dream?" I asked myself.
"Changmin ah! My minnie!" My mom came in and hugged me so tightly. "My minnie, are you ok? You been in the hospital so long." She said. "Long?" I asked. "Yes, you been in a comma for two years." My mom said.
"In a comma? Why? No, I wasn't, it was only 3 or 4 weeks when I was with him." I told my mom. "With him? Who?" She said and let go of the hug and looked at me. "With....with..J..Jaejoong." I told her.
"What? That's not possible." My mom said. "Why?" I asked. "Well Jaejoong, You don't know him?" My mom asked. "No" I said and shook my head too.
"Well, he's......."
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Hello! I'm back! Was it good? Lol, hope it was.
Sorry, this time, I updated a little but faster. Hope you guys aren't mad.
Thanks for the comment, I can't reply but will when I have time.
Please excuse my mistakes.
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"No, it can't be, He didn't die."
He felt as if he was a really special person to me and that he was so precious to me. I came out of the bathroom and didn't see him anymore, I wonder where did he go. I dried my face and walked out into his room where the piano was.
There he was, playing the piano again. "Hello" I said. "Hi, did you sleep well last night?" He asked. "Ah, yeah, I did. Thank you for letting me sleep with you last night. It must've been crowded." I said and walked to him.
"Oh no it's wasn't. It was just perfect, at least I get to sleep with someone by my side and feel warm and no alone by myself everynight." He said. Hearing him say that made me sad and he must've lonely.
"Oh ok." That's all I could say. "Ey, how old are you?" I asked. "I'm 20." He replied. "Oh really? Then you my hyung than." I said. "Yep." He said and played a song that was for the holiday that was coming. It was christmas that was coming and it was so pretty how he played it.
"Hyung, what's that song that your playing?" I asked and took a seat next to him. "Magical Castle." He replied. (I'm listening to Magical Castle now that's why I put it in here.) "Really? Sounds really pretty. Who composed it?" I asked him.
"I did." He said. (I know he didn't compose it, it's just FF.) "Really? Wow, your really good at composing right hyung?" I asked and looking at him although I couldn't see his face.
"Thank you." He said as he kept playing the song. I listened as he played the song. It made me happy just to be able to stay by his side, although I didn't know who he was. Days went by and it was one more week until christmas.
"Hey Hyung, what are we doing for Christmas?" I asked him as we put up the tree. "Well, we're going to celebrate Christmas of course." He said. "Oh ok." I said and put some decorative christmas things on the tree.
"Hyung, what do you want for Christmas?" I asked him. "For Christmas?" He said. "Yes, for Christmas." I said back. "I don't know, Why?" He asked.
"Well, I was just curious." I said. "What do you want?" He asked me. "Me?" I said. "I want.......Jaejoong." I said. "Jaejoong, the one who left you? The one you loved?" He said. "Yes, the one that was really special to me." I said and thought about his smile.
"Well, he might just come back, You never know." My hyung said. "Come back? What do you mean?" I asked him. "I mean that maybe he you will see him again." He said.
"That's impossible, He died two years ago, how can he come back?" I said and laughed. "Whatever." My hyung said and we finished decorating the Christmas tree.
"Hungry?" He asked. "Yep!" I answered like a little kid. "Ok, I'll go and fix something for us to eat." He said and left to the kitchen. I sat down in front of the Christmas tree and looked at all the colorful lights that was on there and how pretty and colorful it was.
How I wish Jaejoong could've been here with me. How I wish I could've spent Christmas with him. I didn't know that being in love can hurt me so much and feel so painful once the one you love has left you.
"Jaejoong ah" I whispered and feel tears coming down my eyes. Feeling sad and hurt from how much I missed him, how much it hurted just being here without him. I wish that I would've confessed my love to him before he had died.
"Jaejoong ah, I miss you." I said and cried on my arms. I couldn't stop the tears for coming down and I couldn't stop myself from thinking about how Jaejoong would always smile at every little thing.
I missed everything about him. I just wish that Jaejoong could come back and just let me tell him that I loved him. "Hey Changmin! The food is ready! Come and eat it!" He yelled and I wiped my tears away and tried to calm down and went to eat.
After we ate he washed the dishes and I went out to the balcony. I wore my blue scarf and a light blue sweater and some blue jeans. It was snowing, how I wish that Jaejoong could've been by my side.
The view was really pretty. "Hey Changmin, what are you doing?" He asked. "Nothing, just getting some fresh air and looking at the view." I told him.
"Oh ok." He said and gave me some hot chocolate. "Thanks." I said and drunk it. But at least I got someone to be with and feel safe with now that my hyung is by my side.
It was so much fun being with my hyung. All those days that I spent with him was fun. We talked and laughed, and joked around and had fun. Days passed by and it was the day before Christmas, My hyung wasn't here when I woke up.
I just thought that maybe he went out but I waited and waited and he didn't come home. It was 12:00 at midnight and he didn't come home. It was almost Christmas and there was a present I wanted to get him.
I decided to go out and see if I could find him. I started to walked around but didn't see anything. Soon I walked some where, where there was a cliff and water oceans and big waves coming. I saw a figure that looked like my hyung and he was wearing the same clothes as me.
I went closer and saw that it was my hyung. "Hyung!" I shouted out. He turned around and I could finally see his face. It was Jaejoong! His face was full of tears btu he was still smiling.
I couldn't believe it, all those time that I was with was with him. All those time I called him hyung when I should've called him Jaejoong. "Jaejoong!" I yelled.
He smiled and backed up. "Stop! Jaejoong! Please don't leave me again!" I yelled and was now crying to cause I missed him so much.
"No! Please! Please don't go! Please! Jaejoong!" I yelled and ran towards him. But he backed up even more. "Changmin ah, it was nice being with you. All those times was nice and it was very happy and precious to me. I'm sorry that you couldn't see my face. I'm sorry Changmin. I loved you so much but I couldn't be with you in the end. I wanted to give you a present. It's in the tree. Remember to listen to it and look at the present." Jaejoong said and I didn't want him to go. Not yet.
"Go and get the present, I'll wait for you." Jaejoong said and I nodded. I ran as fast as I could to go and get the present that he told me too. "Where? Where?" I asked myself and look in the tree.
I finally found it and opened it. There was a cell phone and a neckalace. I opened the phone as a video popped up. "Changmin ah, I loved you so much. I'm sorry that you couldn't be with me. Till this day, I still love you. I still remember our promise Changmin. Do you? Our promise was that we would see each other always and that I would always smile for you. By the time your done watching this, I'll be gone, So here is your last time seeing me smile. Remember, Always smile for me." The video ended and I looked at the neckalace.
It said, "Remember, Always smile for me." On there and it had a lock on there. "Jaejoong ah!" I yelled and ran back to where Jaejoong was.
"Jaejoong! No!" I yelled as he spread his arms out and fell back ward. "JAEJOONG!!!! NO!!!!!!" I yelled so loud that I blacked out again.
When I woke up, I was in a hospital. "Jaejoong!" I yelled and sat up. I looked around and saw that I was in the hospital. "Jaejoong, Jaejoong, was..was that all a d...dream?" I asked myself.
"Changmin ah! My minnie!" My mom came in and hugged me so tightly. "My minnie, are you ok? You been in the hospital so long." She said. "Long?" I asked. "Yes, you been in a comma for two years." My mom said.
"In a comma? Why? No, I wasn't, it was only 3 or 4 weeks when I was with him." I told my mom. "With him? Who?" She said and let go of the hug and looked at me. "With....with..J..Jaejoong." I told her.
"What? That's not possible." My mom said. "Why?" I asked. "Well Jaejoong, You don't know him?" My mom asked. "No" I said and shook my head too.
"Well, he's......."
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Hello! I'm back! Was it good? Lol, hope it was.
Sorry, this time, I updated a little but faster. Hope you guys aren't mad.
Thanks for the comment, I can't reply but will when I have time.
Please excuse my mistakes.
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"No, it can't be, He didn't die."