Title: The right person [to love]
Lenght: 1/5
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: JaeMin
Warning: boys love~
Summary: To Changmins misfortune, Jaejoongs hobby is flirting with all of his band mates. But one day, Jaejoong begins to act weird. Does it really mean what Changmin is reading into his actions? And is Jaejoong the right person to love?
A/N: Omg, it's been a long time since I've posted something. O__O *nervous*
Please enjoy....or I'll cry! XD
“So...you're in love with me.”
“Yes....Wait! What? No! I'm not in love with you Hyung! I'm in love with Jaejoong!”
Yoochun blinked at his band mate.
“Oh? Sorry, I'm used to people confessing their undying love to me.”
Changmin rolled his eyes and tried to turn the the conversation into a serious one again. “Seriously Hyung. What am I supposed to do now?”
“Tell him?”
The youngest boy in the room closed his eyes and put his hand on his forehead. “Of all people....Why did I decide to ask you for help?!”
Yoochun grinned. “Because Junsu told you to?”
“I'm going now.” Changmin stood up and made his way to the door, ignoring the cheering Yoochun in the background.
Frustrated, Changmin walked into the kitchen, where Yunho currently was making dinner. Not caring about the way Yunho tried to extinguish the fire in the frying pan, he sat down on a stool by the kitchen table and banged his head against the table.
“Yunho! What the hell? You're really too hot! You just set the frying pan on fire!”
Changmin raised his head, after he heard the amused voice. Not long after hearing his voice, Jaejoong came into his view,standing beside Yunho and laughing softly. “Too hot for the frying pan.” He giggled and stroked Yunhos arm.
Rolling his eyes once again that day, Changmin growled lowly and annoyed. “Stop flirting Jaejoong.” He averted his gaze and knocked his head on the table again.
Jaejoong let go of Yunho and turned to his youngest band mate on the kitchen table. “Minnie,...” He made his way to the boy and lay a hand on his short hair. “What are you doing? Don't damage your cute face!” The older boy graced his fingers on Changmins cheek.
The boy on the chair could suppress a mewl and only growled deep in his throat. “I said Stop flirting, Hyung!”
Jaejoong chuckled and detached himself from the younger boy. “Why? I like flirting with my boys.” He stalked over to Yunho again, who still was trying to save his freshly burned dinner.
“You obviously read to much fan fiction Hyung.” Changmin said, not raising his head.
The oldest boy chuckled again. “What? I like reading them! Especially those YunJae ones. They're really funny.”
“They're disgusting!” Changmin spat.
Jaejoong frowned at Changmins behaviour. “What's wrong Min? Those stories are just fantasies of some girls. Not real, you know. Right, Yunho?”
“I would rather die than kiss you on the mouth.”
“Thank you very much, best friend! I'm not that ugly!”
“Yes, you are that ugly!”
“Who's ugly?”
“Jaejoong is ugly.”
“Oh! I agree!”
“Junsu!” Jaejoong turned around to the football-loving boy and death glared at him. “I am not ugly.” He grunted and turned to Changmin again. “Are you sleeping Min?”
“No.”
“Well then. Help me make some cookies?”
Changmin raised his head and glanced at the other boy doubtfully. “Me?”
“Sure.” Jaejoong smiled.
“Why me?”
Jaejoong chuckled softly and leaned over. “Because you're my adorable and sweet little dongsaeng and I love you of course.”
Changmin blushed. “O-Okay.”
The older boy bridged the remaining gap to breathe a short kiss on the lips of the younger one. “Let's do it then.”
Jaejoong jumped up and walked over to where Yunho was still trying to fix his dinner. “Move over Yunnie!”
“What?!” The leader protested. “I'm trying to fix some food for me!”
The shorter man just brushed the protest off and pushed Yunho to the side. “Yoochun ordered Pizza a few minutes ago. He surely will give you a piece, you are his NoKy brother after all.” He chuckled and began looking for the ingredients for the special cookies he was about to make.
Changmin was still sitting by the kitchen table and watched Jaejoong, who opened the refrigerator for the eggs he needed.
“Hyung...” He whispered low. “You're so confusing.”
Later that day, Changmin found himself between his Hyungs on the couch, watching some old movie. He yawned, while Yoochun was crying and Yunho was clinging to his Bambi.
The movie seemed to be good but he couldn't concentrate on the love story. His thoughts only revolved around his oldest friend. Jaejoong.
Changmin glanced at the older boy, who leaned against one side of the couch. His eyes were welling up with tears and his lips were formed to a pout. He clearly enjoyed the movie.
Changmin sighed.
How could he fall in love with Jaejoong? The boy was childish, he was flirting with everybody, he likes to wear crowns, and god damn, the boy likes the colour pink! What boy likes pink?!
God....but he's so pretty and gentle and sweet and...simply perfect. His lips are so plump and kissable...I wonder what he would taste like.
Changmin growled and closed his eyes as the light was turned on. He blinked at Yunho, who was standing at the switch. The youngest glanced around and realized the movie was already over. Junsu and Jaejoong were engrossed in an eager discussion about the film and Yoochun tried to calm himself down.
"What do you say about the girl?” Junsu asked cheerfully.
“She was stupid! She should've told him about her love!” Jaejoong said thoughtful.
Changmin followed their conversation. It was getting interesting.
“Yeah, but it was difficult for her. She thought there was no chance she would gain his love and that he was in love with someone else.”
Jaejoong pouted, still deep in his thoughts. “You're right but then....It's her own fault that she suffered in the end. I hate such cowards. It's better to accept your own feelings and to do something about it instead to just hide and ignore them like they don't really exist.”
Changmin lowered his eyes and sighed. He was right.
Changmin stood up and hugged his Hyungs. “I'm going to sleep now. Goodnight.” He turned around and made his way to the bedroom.
In bed, his thoughts circled around Jaejoong once again. His Hyung was totally unaware of the current situation.
The only person, who knew about his feelings for the oldest of their band was Yoochun and the older boy really wasn't a good person to talk with. Usually, Jaejoong was the person he could talk with about everything. But how could he ask Jaejoong about his love life...and worst about a love life that didn't existed.
Jaejoong would gladly assist him with finding a girlfriend, he was sure but it wasn't what he wanted.
The young boy sighed and turned to lay on his side. Jaejoong was such a pretty boy. How could someone not love him. He was gentle and always caring. He loved Jaejoong for always making him extra food. Whenever he felt useless on TV or radio shows, the older boy would interact with him, just to make him feel comfortable and safe. Maybe it wasn't Jaejoongs purpose but it was the effect he was having on Changmin.
The young boy always felt safe and comfortable with Jaejoong.
Well, the other members made him feel almost the same...but there was something special about Jaejoong.
Changmin hid his face in his pillow and tried to think of something else than Jaejoong but every time he closed his eyes, those plump, beautiful lips were pictured in his head. The way they curved into a small pout or they formed the breathtaking smile every fangirl could die for.
I'm not much better than our Fangirls! I'm lying here and think about the feeling he would create If he would kiss me.
Sitting up and grabbing the pillow, Changmin fell on his bed again and hugged the pillow tightly. He closed his eyes and fell asleep with a picture of a smiling Jaejoong in his mind.
“Yunho!” Changmin looked up from the book he was reading and glanced at Jaejoong, who threw himself happily at their leader. “Wanna go to the amusement park?”
Yunho had a hard time to regain his balance for not falling face first onto the floor. “Jae, we should learn the new song.”
Their Hyung curved his lips into the pout, that Changmin desperately wanted to kiss and placed a peck on Yunhos cheek. “Please. We can learn the song after we got home again. I really wanna go there.”
Changmin could see Yunho sighing. Their leader couldn't resist Jaejoongs pout.
“But...What's with the rumours? There will be thousand of them if we both go to a amusement park....alone.”
Jaejoong giggled and gave Yunho a tight hug. “And? Let's do our fangirls a small favour!”
Changmin felt like throwing up. “I can't believe you take this couple-thing that serious. You're disgusting Jaejoong.” He put his book aside and left the room, leaving a shocked Jaejoong and a surprised Yunho behind.
“He told me I am disgusting!” Jaejoong said, still shocked because of the Changmins outburst a few hours ago.
“Yes.” Yoochun answered and chewed on his food, while his friend was overreacting.
“Yes? Don't you have anything else to say?!”
Yoochun eyed Jaejoong sceptical. “Hyung....you know Changmin. He's a brat sometimes.”
Jaejoong grunted and crossed his arm over his chest. “I can't believe he said such a thing to me! I thought I'm his favourite Hyung!” “Hey!” “But no. What's with that kid! Maybe I have to teach him a lesson.”
Yoochun watched his Soulmate pacing from one corner of the room to another. All of the sudden, Jaejoong began to grin and jumped out of the kitchen.
Yoochun blinked in confusion. I surely don't want to know what he's planning.
The next morning, Changmin woke up, feeling more than uncomfortable. He frowned and blinked his eyes open, just to see a smiling Jaejoong in front of his face. His eyes widened and he backed up against the headrest of the bed, starring in shock at his oldest band mate. “What the...?!”
“Good Morning Minnie-ah!”
Changmin measured the older boy, while he was holding his blanket up to cover his naked upper body. “What? Why?”
Jaejoong chuckled and scrabbled onto the bed. “I wanted to wish you a wonderful morning! What do you want to breakfast? I'll make everything you like.”
The young boy only backed away and starred at his Hyung, who was acting really weird all of the sudden. “My birthday is in six months....Why would you do anything I want?”
“Silly boy! Because you're still my favourite dongsaeng! Ahhh~...what do you want to eat?” Jaejoong leaned closer and tried to read the younger boys thoughts. “Do you want Ramen? Or Yakisoba? Maybe Kimchi?”
“Hyung! What is going on?” Changmin freed himself from the blanket and jumped off the bed. His Hyung scared him somehow.
After the morning incident, Changmin found himself alone in the living room. His Hyung wasn't in the bedroom any more as he came back from the bathroom that morning. But he was shocked, as he entered the kitchen for breakfast and found all three, Ramen, Yakisoba and Kimchi, in the kitchen. Especially made for him, Jaejoong had said.
He ate a little bit of all, just to make his Hyung happy. All the time, Jaejoong had watched him with a sweet smile on his face. Every time he wanted more soup or a tad of chilli, Jaejoong had jumped off the chair and brought the wanted thing to him.
After that, he hadn't seen his Hyung any more.
Maybe it's just my imagination. Changmin frowned. Jaejoong was acting really weird. He was taking care of all of them of course, but he wasn't that focused on only him before.
Changmin put the book aside and left the living room. Something was going on.
He took the stairs to their working rooms and wanted to go inside his room, as something caught his attention. The door to Yoochun, Yunhos and Jaejoongs working room was opened. He took two steps and opened the door fully. “Hyung?”
Jaejoong was sitting on his computer and read something Changmin couldn't make out at this angle.
The older boy turned around and smiled at him. “Ah~ Changmin-ah! What? Are you hungry again?” Jaejoong chuckled and talked again. “Don't worry! I'll fix you something!”
Before Changmin could say something, the older boy had already left the room. He blinked and turned to Jaejoongs computer. It's not my business what he's doing or reading on his computer.
He wanted to turn away but couldn't. His curiosity was taking over and he couldn't move his legs to leave the room. Otherwise....it isn't my fault if he leaves his computer turned on.
He made his way over to the chair and sat down.
It took Changmin no effort to open the windows Jaejoong had closed a few seconds ago.
His eyes widened and his breathe hitched as the window popped up and showed a picture of the two of them. It was old but hadn't lost its charm over the years.
Changmin blushed lightly and closed the picture, just to open another window. He frowned as he saw that it was just writing on the page. English writing. Since when did Jaejoong read English?
Changmins curiosity took over again and he scrolled up to read the beginning of the story.
“Jaejoong! No-...” Changmin begged as his lover pressed his body against him. He could feel every muscle of the older boy, pressing against his backside in a way he'd never dreamt of. He felt whole. Jaejoong was the only human being, who could make him fell the way he was now.
“Changmin...I want you.” The whispered words where all the younger boy needed, he turned around and wrapped his arms around Jaejoong neck. He pressed their lips together and kissed the boy desperately.
“I love you so much, Jaejoong. Please, never leave me again.” Changmin couldn't suppress the tears. He had missed to older boy too much. It had felt like his heart was torn out and nobody but Jaejoong could fix it.
“I'll be by your side forever Changmin. I promise.”
Laying one hand on his chest, Changmin tried to calm his wildly pounding heart, while he was starring at the screen. What the hell was Jaejoong reading?! Why was he reading such...storys! Did he even understand what was written there?
Changmins heart felt like bursting. Maybe he should read a little more...just to be sure.
He scrolled down and blushed deeply.
“Ahhh~ Jaejoong.” Changmin panted and glanced at his older lover. “Please. Stop teasing. Just fu-...”
Changmin closed the window in a hurry and stood up, not believing what he had read. He stormed out of the room and almost fell down the stairs.
“Changmin, what's with you?” Junsu asked, as the younger boy hurried to put his shoes on. The next time he blinked, Changmin was gone. “Well, that was weird.”
Junsu stood up and made his way to the kitchen, were Jaejoong was currently whispering something to Yoochun. Shortly after the oldest had detached himself from the other boy, Yoochun began to laugh hysterically.
“What's so funny?”
Yoochun went on laughing and Jaejoong only grinned. “Nothing kamo-chan.”
Junsu frowned at his two Hyung and shook his head.
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